Lessons From The Heart...

I'm back here to the only place where I feel comfortable expressing myself without having anyone look down on me. I don't know what's wrong with me lately, I'm just so sad and depress for weeks now. It seems all I do is think about so many things that are going on around me and it just hurts my heart.

 The war is really one issue that is destroying part of me; so many people dying, so many Soldiers losing their lives for what? I feel this war has gone long enough and they should bring our Troops home already. I have a dear friend out there that I don't know anything about him for 6 months now, not one bit of news of him and it's ripping me apart inside. It's hard not knowing anything but it's even harder not having any way of communicating with that person. I miss him so much. I miss his wisdom, the way he used to give me advice and encouraging words. Come home soon.

I'm also worry worry about my health issues. I'm just tired of going to the Doctors and getting bad news all the times. Don't get me wrong I do have my faith still but I'm also human and I do fall. I'm just thankful that when I do fall I always have the word of God to lift me back up but somehow this time it's just so much harder to get up from this fall.

 I'm spiritually tired and emotionally drained. I need some prayer warriors to boost me up, lift me up unto God. I also want everyone to keep our troops in their prayers but not only them, but their children, their wives, husbands, mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters and family in general because they too need strength, encouragement and our support. God bless you!

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• #8 Comment from wholetyounhere 
  1/17/08 6:17 PM | Permalink

  Another month passes and still no Jessica...I hope she is so busy, and having such a great time...she has no time for this journal.   That's my new years wish for my favorite aspiring attorney.
  
  Ron
• #7 Comment from wholetyounhere 
  12/5/07 4:16 PM | Permalink

  Where in the world are you girl?
• #6 Comment from eternallife23 
  10/3/07 3:24 PM | Permalink

  Just want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I hope that you are well.
  Take Care,
  Louise
  
• #5 Comment from wholetyounhere 
  9/25/07 8:59 PM | Permalink

  Miss you Jessiebear...hope you are doing OK...Ron
• #4 Comment from gbgoglo 
  9/1/07 12:36 PM | Permalink

  Dear Heart,
  I am concerned about you.  I haven't had an alert from you in some time.  I keep getting my emails returned.  How are you doing?  Please send me an email and let me know how you are.  You don't have to say anything if you don't want to.  Just send a blank email as a sign that you're okay.  kk?  Much love.
  Prayers from one who cares...gloriamom