My Rambling Mind

Ha. I can feel it coming again. I can feel it just like I felt it last time---I'm going to fall. I'm just going to breakdown once more. I can feel it---that train wants to come back for a second round. I'm dead because I can't stop it from hitting me. I can block things out, I can pretend I don't hear that train whistle blowing but that makes it hurt so much worse. And God bless Jen, I love her to death. She's trying to cheer me up, to tell me that things will turn out better in the end. She's so sweet . . . lol that's why she's my favorite canadian!!! hehe! Well, we've decided we won't think about all my problems anymore . . . lol we're hoping they'll all just go away. But my question is:

What do I do if they don't just go away? Can I face another breakdown?

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