More Momentary Mutterings

10:37:54 AM EST
Feeling Sad

REMEMBER THIS ENTRY??

 

Work has been a disaster.   I inadvertantly "injured" a client because of a faulty work door and was almost FIRED after 13 years of FLAWLESS record .   I have been emotionally scarred now.  How can a workplace that stresses the values and importance of "FAMILY" be so quick to RUIN my life in one fell blow !!!   The worst part was that there was no room for discussion or anything.  I was TRIED and VERDICT was handed down without so much as a EXPLANATION from me, or an apology from them for the standards that I work in being BELOW safety guidelines and I PAID THE PRICE.  I was up for a MAJOR promotion in the next few months...one that I was training for an was being told I was an EXCELLENT candidate for.  Now....because of all of this....well....SHIT ....I cannot be considered for the job, or ANY job for that matter for an entire year.  Makes my stomach CRINGE just thinking about it.   I was advised to possibly seek legal help, but why fight a losing battle with a MAJOR "Mart" corporation.   I am just another number instead of the so called FAMILY they say we all are.   My fellow workers have been MUCH more supportive.  They a feel that I am getting the royal SHAFT !!  hmmm.....ME TOO !!

 

 

REMEMBER ????...a few months back in August I wrote that one.   Well.......I just got FIRED on the 10th.   Thirteen years of exceptional service and I was CANNED !!!

I went above everyones heads to get a resolution to the past situation, and ruffled a few feathers of those in direct supervisory roles to me.  Needless to say I wa being watched, told that I wasn't doing my job satisfactorily, and then was called in to the office for a verbal warning about job performance and was instead FIRED !!!!!!!!!!

 

MERRY CHRISTMAS FROM WALMART TO ME !!!!!!!

(Thank God they are all about FAMILY and everything !!   B*LLSHIT !!!!!!!!)  

As a single mom, I am devistated.  This was going to be MY best Christmas ever.  A new house, big tree, lots of presents.....brought to a standstill by an earth shattering crush of my heart and 13 years of dedicated service to a company that in my opinion is all talk...corporate bull !!!

I have never been FIRED in my lifetime.   I truly know the meaning of the words "If they want you gone....they can do it!!"

Now, feeling like a scrooge, I am trying to salvage the last of my dignity and go out, at Christmastime...(ha ha ha) and find a job.  I am too old for this!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

 

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7:47:47 PM EDT
Feeling Chillin'


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7:42:33 PM EDT
Feeling Angry

September is here already....GOD...I really don't have time for raking leaves and yard work right now. 

We have just moved into a 5 bedroom ( using only 4) two story house in the country. *AHHHHH*   There is alot I want to do to this house...thank goodness it was in move in condition when we got it though.   Now...all I need is time.....AND money ...but I can't afford that now.!!

I spent one week on vacation in an attempt to "put away boxes."  5 of the seven days I spent with a cold cloth on my face to keep my swollen eyes( allergies) from puffing so I could see.   I haven't had anything THIS bad since I moved to this side of the state 13 years ago.   I still am feeling the effects of being sick.   I was barely sleeping, and sneezing through endless boxes of Kleenex !!

Work has been a disaster.   I inadvertantly "injured" a client because of a faulty work door and was almost FIRED after 13 years of FLAWLESS record .   I have been emotionally scarred now.  How can a workplace that stresses the values and importance of "FAMILY" be so quick to RUIN my life in one fell blow !!!   The worst part was that there was no room for discussion or anything.  I was TRIED and VERDICT was handed down without so much as a EXPLANATION from me, or an apology from them for the standards that I work in being BELOW safety guidelines and I PAID THE PRICE.  I was up for a MAJOR promotion in the next few months...one that I was training for an was being told I was an EXCELLENT candidate for.  Now....because of all of this....well....SHIT ....I cannot be considered for the job, or ANY job for that matter for an entire year.  Makes my stomach CRINGE just thinking about it.   I was advised to possibly seek legal help, but why fight a losing battle with a MAJOR "Mart" corporation.   I am just another number instead of the so called FAMILY they say we all are.   My fellow workers have been MUCH more supportive.  They a feel that I am getting the royal SHAFT !!  hmmm.....ME TOO !!

In other news......kids are doing good.  My two oldest are living in my "old" mobile home with my oldests' fiance.  They have entered the REAL WORLD...and are figuring out that it "AINT LIKE MTV !!!"lol

Paitynn is doing good.  Talking up a blue streak and maneuvering the steps to the upstairs like a PRO !!  She is the best thing that I never expected !!!!!!!

I miss you all and am not even gonna attempt to say that I will try to update more often....because I just don't know when I will be able to !! 

 

 

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7:34:19 PM EDT
Feeling Happy
Hearing Watching LINGO

Wow....is it MAY already?   Seems like time is passing me by and I am just standing still watching it.

My kids are almost done with yet another school year.  My second oldest is a graduating (thank goodness) S E N I O R this year.  It's been a rough year so far, but things seem to be straightening out now. My oldest daughter got engaged, my third daughter is finishing her Freshman year in High school.  My son is going to be a third grader and my baby is just toddling around the house like a mad woman.  She is so darned cute (I am NOT predjudice!!)  

 My finace' and I are starting to look at homes (that  fit our family(s)) together.    Neither of us have ever bought a house before so it all seems so scary and nerve wracking for me.   We have one in mind, so hopefully, if it is meant to be, everything will work out in our favor.   My work is expanding into a SUPERCENTER next year so that brings with it new opportunities too.  Nivek is looking for MORE police work...but the positions are few and far between.

But....for today.....life is good.

 

 

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10:34:03 AM EST
Feeling Chillin'

How time flies........

Here are some of the most recent pictures of Paitynn.

Hmmm...what's been happening you ask?

 

Well...about 2 weeks ago, Paitynn fell and broke her collarbone.  Now she wears a brace for the next 6 weeks.  I have been a mess because of that.  On the 16th of February she will be ONE YEAR OLD already.   Seems like yesterday that she was born.....of course it seems like that with my oldest at 22 years too !!!  lol

My 18 year old decided to run away from home because she found my rules too rigid.  I know where she is, but she still refuses to come home.  She is a senior this year, one of the happiest I should have with her, and she is gone.  The entire family is beside themselves with worry and sadness and anger.

Everything else here *knock on wood* is on an even keel. I just have to knot the end of my rope so I don't fall into the pit that I feel is below me.

I don't get much time to get online.....so until the next time...TAKE CARE, God Bless and stay safe.

 

Need to find me....try here.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=118920036

 

 

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5:23:05 PM EST
Feeling Happy

My lil girl is now almost 9 months and is a happy and wonderful baby.   She is a joy and always makes me smile !!  Thanks to all those who leave comments or shoot me a email.!! 

 

 You can find me more frequently at.....

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=118920036

 

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5:22:34 PM EDT
Feeling Surprised

WOW....Its been several months since I have logged onto my blog.  TIME FLIES !!  

So much has happened in the past 4 months.   The baby is growing and healthy and BEAUTIFUL !!    Every day with her is an adventure !!  She has quite the personality now and smiles, giggles, coos and brightens the room with her wide eyed wonder.

In the past month my computer has crashed and so Nivek decided to buy us all a new one, which runs like a dream (other than I still have DIAL UP) not like my hamster powered older version. 

SPeaking of Nivek, he is now employed by 2 police departments and doing well.  We are even speaking of the "M-word", (marriage) sometime....maybe...perhaps...(can you sense my nervousness on the subject?)  lol

I am working at "the MART " and still hate it as much as ever.   I really miss the baby when I am working, but it is nice to converse with adults at times.  

HOW IS EVERYONE ELSE?   I have been neglecting my journal, and with 5 kids, have been neglecting everyone elses too ( I apologize)

 

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6:40:48 PM EST
Feeling Ecstatic

Paitynn   Janette

She is definately one of my finest mommy moments !!

 

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2:17:30 PM EST
Feeling Ecstatic

The baby has arrived :

Born: Feb. 16th 2006

         8:24 pm.

         7 pounds 1 ounce

         20 inches long

 

We are all home and resting !  Will update soon !        

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3:17:04 PM EST
Feeling Quiet

Since I feel kinda "pink" today, I thought the font should express the same !!  lol

Super Bowl 40 ~   GO STEELERS !!!  wooo hoo !!  This superbowl is unlike others for me.  I have loved the Steelers since my high school days.   Ups and Downs, good and bad players etc.   This year, "BIG BEN" is playing.  Now...why is HE of importance to me?  He isn't really, unless you consider the fact that his home is located about 10 miles from mine, and that my VERY OWN MOTHER was his 4th grade teacher.  ( I even have pics to prove it !!!!)  He even attended MY alma mater.   WHOOOPPPEEE ~    lol

Baby news....everything is going according to schedule, only 23 more days.   Already have signs of impending delivery, so we will see if I make it to my March 1st due date or if there is a chance of EARLY DELIVERY !!! (which would be FINE with me and my comfort zone)    I am excited and afraid all at the same time.   = )

Been receiving more and more harassing phone calls on the mobile phone service, different days and times of the day AND night.   It has become a REAL pain.  Cellular phones should be able to trace or transfer numbers to the local Police just like the "landline" phones do.  ( we still believe its the SAME person doing the calling all the time)  Since we can't change our number (business reasons) we are hoping for a reasonable solution !!   ( GO ALLTEL.....*sigh)

Apologies to all those who have emailed me wondering WHERE I have been.  I AM fine, just can'tsit for long at the computer.   I miss and love you all and hope to have more news for you all soon !!!  

Stace

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