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Feeling Angry
September is here already....GOD...I really don't have time for raking leaves and yard work right now.
We have just moved into a 5 bedroom ( using only 4) two story house in the country. *AHHHHH* There is alot I want to do to this house...thank goodness it was in move in condition when we got it though. Now...all I need is time.....AND money ...but I can't afford that now.!!
I spent one week on vacation in an attempt to "put away boxes." 5 of the seven days I spent with a cold cloth on my face to keep my swollen eyes( allergies) from puffing so I could see. I haven't had anything THIS bad since I moved to this side of the state 13 years ago. I still am feeling the effects of being sick. I was barely sleeping, and sneezing through endless boxes of Kleenex !!
Work has been a disaster. I inadvertantly "injured" a client because of a faulty work door and was almost FIRED after 13 years of FLAWLESS record . I have been emotionally scarred now. How can a workplace that stresses the values and importance of "FAMILY" be so quick to RUIN my life in one fell blow !!! The worst part was that there was no room for discussion or anything. I was TRIED and VERDICT was handed down without so much as a EXPLANATION from me, or an apology from them for the standards that I work in being BELOW safety guidelines and I PAID THE PRICE. I was up for a MAJOR promotion in the next few months...one that I was training for an was being told I was an EXCELLENT candidate for. Now....because of all of this....well....SHIT ....I cannot be considered for the job, or ANY job for that matter for an entire year. Makes my stomach CRINGE just thinking about it. I was advised to possibly seek legal help, but why fight a losing battle with a MAJOR "Mart" corporation. I am just another number instead of the so called FAMILY they say we all are. My fellow workers have been MUCH more supportive. They a feel that I am getting the royal SHAFT !! hmmm.....ME TOO !!
In other news......kids are doing good. My two oldest are living in my "old" mobile home with my oldests' fiance. They have entered the REAL WORLD...and are figuring out that it "AINT LIKE MTV !!!"lol
Paitynn is doing good. Talking up a blue streak and maneuvering the steps to the upstairs like a PRO !! She is the best thing that I never expected !!!!!!!
I miss you all and am not even gonna attempt to say that I will try to update more often....because I just don't know when I will be able to !!
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9/11/07 12:56 AM
Glad the kids are doing well, and hope that things work out better for you in the new home. Good luck!