Subject: Devilish
Time: 11:28:00 PM MST
Author: stopherrich
Mood: Mischievous
Music: Stand - REM
I guess I have to keep myself interesting in order to have some sort of personality. I have been told that I come across a little evil and pessimistic these days. I try, honestly I really try to be a shiny happy person, but the lilttle voices inside my head say fuck them all and do what you want. I must make better strides to show a positive side of who I am or people will stop inviting me to lunch soon. I think I will repeat this mantra in the mirror every morning..."You are poor, you need lunch...put on a happy face damn it!" Who knows...if numbeyoho-rengaykyo worked for Ms. Angela Basset as Tina in What's Love Got To Do With It, then my own little mantra could make a difference in my life.
I find myself wondering about my personality lately though. The last time I actually went out and had some sort of social interaction with a group of people was probably a little over a year ago. My social hermitage...if that is correct phrasing...or my social annexation...whatever the case, has been imposed on me for far too long. I find that I have nothing interesting to talk to people about because my nose is always buried in my computer. I mean, picture if you will, every day, the highlights of my life are the AOL news headlines that mean absolutely nothing to anyone else. Pathetic huh?
On the plus side, I have some funny stories about the internet. I check out a lot of internet porn or adult sites. Because that is what is always going on in my head; sex. There is nothing too freaky out there that I haven't seen now. Okay, I lie, there are still some things that I don't want to see. And some things I wish I had never seen. Like when I came across the website 2gilrs1cup.com. Honestly, I was curious after I had seen some reaction videos on youtube.com. I surfed the net until I found the right site and I began my descent into scat porn. At first I thought "hmmm, lesbo's kissing..." then pooh went into a cup and some chick started eating it! I couldn't hit stop on my computer fast enough because my body was cunvulsing and dry heaving at the site of dirty chicks eating shit and throw up. After the initial shock, I imposed the horridness on all of my close friends. Now they all hate me, but at least we all get a good laugh!
(tbc)
Written by stopherrich Blog about this entry
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I am not curious at all. If you hadn't told me, I would have looked at it. eeewww
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U did tell us all about it, but I did not go to view it, cause after you told me what happened to u, i was surely not going for it...just NASTY!!!! They truly are NASTY GIRL'S!!! and they probably sing their nasty song.
4/15/08 7:16 PM