Stupid Too

Hi there,

This isn't a "commenty" entry, I just wanted to drop a line to everyone. I'm managing, life with Pop isn't what I would call difficult, but I have learned a few things. One is that whatever nurses and other caretakers get paid, it isn't enough. The other is that taking the responsibility for another's well-being is a lot bigger than we think. I'm learning to do what I have to do, and rest when the time presents itself. It's discipline, for sure, and that's not something I've made myself famous for.

He's doing relatively well. The main thing is that he is comfortable. I was taught what to do with all the medications and such, and I'm proud to say that I think I'm doing a good job. He hasn't complained of anything more troublesome than heartburn in the last week.

But I do miss the Journaling. I want you all to know that every one of you are very important to me, and the times I can get here are definitely going to be spur-of-the-moment, and limited, but please know that I'm thinking of everyone, and will do my best to make my rounds.

If you have a moment, please ask God to keep Pop's suffering to a minimum, as well as that of anyone else who is sick. I'm 47, but I've learned more in the last 6 or so months than I have in years. We need to remember that nothing is guaranteed. and if there is something important enough to say to someone, don't wait to say it.

Anyway, hope you're all doing well, and remember that I'm there in spirit, ok?

Jimmy

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