The First Child of Sundrip Journals (AOL Hometown hosting)

I have these moments when I am so fucking enraged. And then two minutes later I'm bent over depressed, and then I want to cry. I'm irritated on and off, dont want to be touched by anyone or anything, including Captain. He's my buddy and I have to make sure he knows I"m not upset with him.

I thought that I hid the DID very well. I dont think that is the situation anymore. There are many people that comment on the fact that I switch so much. I thought I hid it well, evedently I dont anymore. That scares me because they never really say what I've done, just that they knew before being told that I have DID.

I know that I feel a bit cramped and I'm retaining water right now. I know that some of the swing in my mood is due to PMDD symptoms. I actually think that right now that is the biggest cause for concern, the PMDD. I was given an increase in Zoloft and I think that I"m only going to take that for the 2 weeks that I'm having this cycle insanity. After the cycle I think it might be good to go back to the 200mg a day instead of 250mg a day. Now the pdoc didnt say to do that but that is how i'm going to do it for now. They increased my Seroquel also but I am going to take it the way they said, all at once and at night. .......My mind just went blank.

Me

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