The First Child of Sundrip Journals (AOL Hometown hosting)

I didn’t sleep very well last night. It was a bad night. I know I had nightmares but I don’t remember them right now.

That little girl that was missing, they found her dead. That pisses me off. He didn’t have to kill her. Sometimes I think I would have preferred to die under the abuse that I suffered. A lot of times I think death would have been much more kind. I’m not happy the little girl was killed. Her family, that didn’t hurt her, now has to deal with the fact that she was murdered and most likely sexually assaulted before she was killed. That makes me sick.

I’m still a bit angry but I’m not sure why. I didn’t go to work today either.

I got some money in the bank last night and so I was able to go get food for the boys today. I wont get any more money until the 3rd. My check from work will not come in until the 6th of January. I cashed the check that the council sent me in the mail. It cost me $5 to cash it and it was only for $25.00. I don’t know what is going on with one other money source. I should have gotten the check a long time ago but its not come in. I have an extra $300 this month from the work check and the third one that will be sent to me.

I did some work in the kitchen. I had to drill some holes to put in a can opener. I like that kind of work. The other day I had to take the guts from one lamp and put them in another. That was fun too. Right now I’m in my apartmentand the walls seem so close. I feel cut off from everyone and everything.

Austin

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