The People Behind My Eyes (AOL Version)

I just felt myself slip from hanging by a thread to literally falling on the keyboard. I thought i was going to pass out. i just kind of slumped over. i realized earlier today that i'm a bit suicidal. that scares the crap out of me. yesterday someone inside said they'd never overdose again. i dont think we would. if things get worse we will go in. man, it's been 2 years since we've had to go in. i'm not sure what else to say. i should go to sleep though. i dont mean forever, just for tonight i should go to sleep.

Maureen, i'm 19

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• #1 Comment from jewlgems4victory 
  9/6/05 4:27 AM | Permalink

  
  Maureen,
  
  I'm sending hugs your way if you'd like them.
  
  ((((((((((((((((((((( Maureen )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
  
  It sounds like you're doing the best you can right now.  Please be gentle with yourselves.  I/we believe in yous to be able to get through this treacherous time.  We're sharing our rainbow of hope and light with you.
  
  Julie/s