When I get where i'm going

8:54:21 AM EDT
Feeling Chillin'
Hearing Crash Here Tonight
Well I'm down 3 pounds so I'm at 303. I hope i can loss three more pounds this week. Know matter what by the end of October I'll be under three hundred pound for the first time in two years. Keep me in your prayers I want this so bad.

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10:00:23 AM EDT
Feeling Happy

I'm  so happy with my weigh in yesterday. I lost 11 pounds. I know from now on thay will be small lost. But if i can loss just 2 pounds a week I will be happy. I would love to be at 275 by christmas. I going to work hard for it. I 'm walking and drinking my water everday. I know thats helping alot.

Its down hill from now on .I can do this and I will do this.For no one but myself.

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7:40:57 PM EDT

Just love this fairy had to add her. Wish that was me

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7:21:30 PM EDT

Well two more days till weight check. I hope i've lost at least five pounds. I worked really hard at it and i know your first weeks used be your biggest weight lost week.

I drink water everyday but today. I've down in the dumps and its hard to stay on track when your down. I'm tring very hard. I hope this battle with depression ends soon.

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7:09:59 AM EDT
Feeling Worried
Hearing I believe

I know some how and some way i'll loss this weight before i die. I have a doctors appointment oct13th. I'm going to ask her to help me to get the bypass surgie. With this weight i have no life. A life of depression, sorrow. I want more and need more.

It my turn to enjoy what makes me happy . I want to travel and see and enjoy all life has to offer.

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8:10:12 AM EDT
Feeling Hopeful

I'm staring my diet again today its june 21, 2006.

My son is getting married may 12 , 2007  and  I want to be under 200 pounds. My weight  is  320 now.  I need to loss 3 pounds a week to get there. God please help me.

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7:06:01 AM EDT
Feeling Happy
Hearing none

This is my grandson Jacob. He makes my heart melt.He's has big blue eyes and the cutes smile. He is my first grand child. When i first held him i just cried , it's an instant love. A love that is hard to explain. My Dad is crazy about him. He's got to see him every week. Its amazing what joy a child can bring into your life.

 

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10:50:34 AM EST
Feeling Hopeful
Hearing None

Well its a new day and time for change in my life. I'm start my diet over , again for the thousand time. I'm back on the south beach diet. Its going to be hard for the first fourteen days but after that its not so bad. The last time i was on this diet i lost 47 pounds.

I'm going to check my weight today to see where  I'm starting over from . august 12, 2005 i was 358 pounds. I had going down to 311 when i stopped dieting.  I decided to take a day of from dieting and one day came two days and the next thing its been over two months. My problem is I'm an emotionly eater. When things up set me , I eat my pain away.

I've got to learn to put me first, LOVE MYSELF and do this for no but ME.  New starting weight is 324.

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