12:50:00 AM EDT
Hearing sunny/70's
ONLY THE LONELY
Have you ever gone back and re-read some of your first entries in your journal? I did tonight...and there's a lot of stuff that I had forgotten...until tonight.
One of the entries was about me and Danny going to the High School football game after I got off work....I read that I was very tired, but in the end was glad that I had went; because of all the good memories it brought back......
I also read that Danny was still holding my hand at the football game after over thirty years of marriage. I am so glad that I went with him.
I find myself being so lonesome for his company.....just to hear him talk to me, to be able to hug him, and have him hug me back...I miss that so much.
I picked Dorris up and went to see Mama Wednesday. She was about the same...She never fails to ask me when I am coming back. I took her some snacks and a small bottled coke....which she loves. I filled up the bird feeder that I placed outside her window way back when she first entered there. She loves watching the little birds eat and is always so happy to see me fill the feeder up for them....Reminds me of how she use to beg people to eat when they came to her house....she was always so happiest when folks would eat!
Amanda is doing okay so far....still getting sick after meals but not as often. I know I have to wait for this grandchild of mine to get here..but I am not being patient about it! lol I can not wait to HOLD him and SEE him...I already LOVE him.
Well...I need to go to bed, if I am to get up in the morning to go to work...
So I will have to see yall later.....
Yall stay safe
&
GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
Written by tendernoggle Blog about this entry
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Carlene...my heart just aches for you when i read about you and Danny...the things you use to do and how lonely you are without him.... I wish i could give you a huge hug....
Glad Amanda is doing a little better...I cannot wait to meet your new grandson =)
Hope you are having a good day
Hugs
Terri -
I really feel for you when you talk about Danny, you had an amazing life together, full of love, happiness despite not having much. I believe it was your love for one another and life that got you through and i believe that you will continue with your journey of love but just for a different little person. He is sure going to be one loved little boy.
Take care my friend
hugs Jayne -
I can't even imagine how lonely it must be, but I know I would miss Cliff forever, if he were gone.
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Awww, it just breaks my heart to think about how much you miss your Danny and it does give me appreciation that I have Doug to do things with. I bet you are counting the days until you see your new little bundle of joy!!
xxx
Lisa
4/25/08 1:59 AM
You are on my mind lately. Just wanted to say hello and send big hugs to you,
Nelishia
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