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Hi. Sorry guys but I'm not in the best of moods right now. I'm just writing this to let it all out. 

So I decided that I need closure. I was going to call to just understand why it ended this way. Of course he wasn't home. I just...I don't even want to try to work things out because I know they won't. But I do deserve a reason why I am left hanging right? All I ever asked was to be honest. Hey even if I've been played...of course I'll be hurt but I need to know why I'm left hanging here so I can understand and just let it go and just...move on. I've never been in this situation before so I have all these emotions and it just sucks..I don't know what to do with them. I'd rather just know what happened and move on from it then to be left hanging here never knowing what happened. I'd rather get all the information and just KNOW!

But on a better note....my birthday is in...26 days..that's a good thing right? I think?

So my advisor came in today to view my teaching...she said I'm doing excellent but since I didn't have an actual lesson I was teaching, she's going to come back next week to observe me...which is fine. I am already attached to my students....it's nuts.  I get to wear jeans tomorrow (yes!) for Patriots Day.

Oh so Jill came over and she needed to talk so I'm like..ok thats fine...so there she is pouring her heart out to me and all I do is interrupt her and say "Hey it looks like I have gizz on my pants."   Yeah i'm the random person.

Well I'm going to bed. Night.

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