MUSINGS OF A DISABLED HOUSEWIFE

TATTOOS AND THE BIBLE

Thu, 14 Dec 2006 07:06:11 GMT

I FOUND THIS ON A TATTOO SUPPLY WEBSITE. IT ROCKS!!! ALSO HERE ARE PICS OF ALL MY TATS.

Tattoos and the Bible

THIS IS A TOUCHY SUBJECT AND IT IS NOT OUR INTENT TO OFFEND ANYONE. BEFORE WE MAKE ANY JUDGMENT ABOUT TATTOOING LETS LOOK AT WHAT THE BIBLE IS, WHAT IT SAYS, AND HOW IT WAS WRITTEN.

THE VERSE IN THE BIBLE THAT SPEAKS OUT AGAINST TATTOOING IS LEVITICUS 19:28. LEVITICUS IS LOCATED IN THE "TORAH". THE TORAH IS THE FIRST FIVE BOOKS OF THE BIBLE OR THE "LAW BOOKS" THEY WERE WRITTEN BY MOSES (A PROPHET FROM GOD SENT TO FREE THE ISRAELITES FROM EGYPT). IN THE BIBLE THERE ARE TWO BASIC PARTS, THE OLD TESTAMENT AND THE NEW TESTAMENT. THE OLD TESTAMENT IS THE STORY OF GODS CREATION OF MAN. AFTER GOD CREATED MAN, ADAM AND EVE (THE FIRST PEOPLE GOD CREATED) SINNED AND FELL FROM GRACE. AFTER THE FALL OF MAN FROM GRACE MAN BEGAN TO MULTIPLY AND SIN ENGULFED THE WORLD. GOD SAW THIS SIN AND WANTED TO STOP IT. SO GOD DECIDE TO DESTROY THE EARTH AND START ANEW. NOAH WAS THEN CHOSEN TO KEEP THE HUMAN RACE ALIVE. GOD HAD NOAH BUILD AN ARK (BIG BOAT) WHICH HE FILLED WITH TWO OF EVERY CREATURE. NOAH, HIS WIFE, SONS, AND THEIR WIVES WERE THE ONLY PEOPLE SAVED FROM THE GREAT FLOOD. AFTER THE FLOOD NOAH SENT HIS SONS OFF AND THEY CREATED DIFFERENT RACES OF PEOPLE.

THE DIFFERENT LANGUAGES COME FROM THE TOWER OF BABEL. GOD COMMANDED THAT PEOPLE SPREAD OUT AND POPULATE THE EARTH, BUT THERE WAS A GROUP OF PEOPLE WHO DECIDED TO DEFY GOD BY BUILDING A HUGE TOWER THAT WOULD REACH GOD. GOD WAS DISPLEASED WITH THIS SO HE CONFUSED THEIR LANGUAGES SO THEY COULD NO LONGER COMMUNICATE. IT WORKED BECAUSE THE PEOPLE THEN SCATTERED THROUGHOUT THE WORLD.

AFTER ALL OF THIS PEOPLE STARTED TO DEVELOP THEIR OWN RELIGIONS AND CULTURES. FROM ALL THIS CAME A "NEOLITHIC" SOCIETY (PRE CIVILIZATION BUT AFTER RECORDED HISTORY). PEOPLE BEGAN TO SPLIT OFF AND THE HUMAN RACE BECAME DIFFERENT INDEPENDENT RACES. IN THE OLD TESTAMENT GOD KEEPS RECORD OF THE JEWISH RACE (THE CHOSEN PEOPLE), THEIR HISTORY, FUTURE, TROUBLES AND TRIALS. THE OLD TESTAMENT ALSO MAKES WAY FOR THE NEW TESTAMENT OR THE "COMING OF JESUS CHRIST". SO IN A NUTSHELL THE OLD TESTAMENT IS ABOUT THE JEWISH RELIGION, HOW IT WAS FORMED, ITS LAWS, RULES, AND HOW IT WAS KEPT TOGETHER.

IN THE OLD JEWISH RELIGION PEOPLE HAD TO FOLLOW A STRICT SET OF LAWS TO FALL INTO FAVOR WITH GOD. THE RULES ARE SO RIDGED THAT NO PERSON COULD EVER FOLLOW THEM. THE RULES RANGE FROM HOW AND WHAT YOU EAT, TO HOW TO TRIM YOUR HAIR AND BEARD. GOD WANTED HIS PEOPLE TO BE DIFFERENT AND DISTINGUISHED FROM ALL OTHER CULTURES. HE DID THIS IN PART BY THE RULES THAT HE LAID DOWN FOR THE JEWS. GODS GOAL WAS TO KEEP A SOLID BLOOD LINE FOR THE COMING OF JESUS CHRIST.

THE NEW TESTAMENT DEALS WITH THE COMING OF CHRIST, HIS LIFE, DEATH, THE ACTS OF THE APOSTLES, PROPHECY FOR THE FUTURE, AND SALVATION.

NOW WE HAVE A BASIC VIEW OF THE BIBLE AND HOW IT WAS WRITTEN, LETS LOOK AT THE SPECIFIC VERSE THAT SPEAK ABOUT TATTOOING. THE VERSE IS LEVITICUS 19:28, IT SAYS " 'Do not cut your bodies for the dead or put tattoo marks on yourselves. I am the LORD ." CLEARLY IT STATES THAT YOU ARE NOT TO GET TATTOOED, BUT WHY? IN THE TIMES THAT THIS WAS WRITTEN PEOPLE IN SURROUNDING CULTURES (PAGAN) WOULD CUT AND TATTOO THEMSELVES FOR THE DEAD, AND TO GAIN FAVOR WITH PAGAN gODS. GOD DID NOT WANT HIS PEOPLE TO BE CONFUSED WITH EVERYDAY SOCIETY SO HE DID NOT WANT THEM TO TATTOO THEMSELVES. NOW, WE CAN NOT PICK JUST ONE VERSE OUT OF THE BIBLE AND NOT LOOK AT WHAT SURROUNDS IT. PLEASE READ THE EXCEPT BELOW AND THERE WILL BE MORE COMMENTARY BELOW IT.

LEVITICUS 19: 19-28

19 " 'Keep my decrees.

" 'Do not mate different kinds of animals.

" 'Do not plant your field with two kinds of seed.

" 'Do not wear clothing woven of two kinds of material.

20 " 'If a man sleeps with a woman who is a slave girl promised to another man but who has not been ransomed or given her freedom, there must be due punishment. Yet they are not to be put to death, because she had not been freed. 21 The man, however, must bring a ram to the entrance to the Tent of Meeting for a guilt offering to the LORD . 22 With the ram of the guilt offering the priest is to make atonement for him before the LORD for the sin he has committed, and his sin will be forgiven.

23 " 'When you enter the land and plant any kind of fruit tree, regard its fruit as forbidden. [2] For three years you are to consider it forbidden [3] ; it must not be eaten. 24 In the fourth year all its fruit will be holy, an offering of praise to the LORD . 25 But in the fifth year you may eat its fruit. In this way your harvest will be increased. I am the LORD your God.

26 " 'Do not eat any meat with the blood still in it.

" 'Do not practice divination or sorcery.

27 " 'Do not cut the hair at the sides of your head or clip off the edges of your beard.

28 " 'Do not cut your bodies for the dead or put tattoo marks on yourselves. I am the LORD .

IF WE LOOK AT THE EXCERPT WE SEE THAT A MAN CAN NOT SHAVE HIS BEARD, EAT HIS FRUIT FROM A TREE HE PLANTS FOR FOUR YEARS, PLANT TWO DIFFERENT KINDS OF PLANTS IN HIS GARDEN, OR WEAR CLOTHING MADE FROM TWO DIFFERENT KINDS OF CLOTH. SO WHAT DO YOU SAY THE NEXT TIME A PERSON CRITICIZES YOU FOR A TATTOO? YOU TELL THEM THEIR POLYESTER BLEND SHIRT WILL SEND THEM STRAIGHT TO HELL. THESE LAWS WERE INTENDED TO HELP THE PEOPLE GROW AND TO KEEP THEM SEPARATE. IN OLD DAYS YOU COULD PICK OUT A JEW BY THE WAY THEY DRESSED, SPOKE, AND ATE. THE LAWS FOR FARMING WERE WRITTEN TO MAKE THEIR HARVEST LARGER. BACK THEN THE PEOPLE DID NOT HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE THEY HAVE NOW AND THEY NEEDED GUIDANCE.

WHEN CHRIST CAME HE FULFILLED THE OLD LAW, NO ONE COULD LIVE UP TO THE LAW SO GOD PROVIDED A SACRIFICE THAT WOULD ATONE FOR ALL SINS. THE SACRIFICE WAS HIMSELF. THE BIBLE SAYS "FOR ALL HAVE SINNED AND FALL SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD". THIS MEANS THAT NO MAN OR WOMAN THAT HAS EVER LIVED IS SINLESS EXCEPT JESUS HIMSELF. GOD LOVES US ALL AND HE SHOWS THIS THROUGH JESUS AND HIS SACRIFICE. BUT THAT'S NOT ALL, ON THE THIRD DAY JESUS ROSE FROM THE DEAD TO CONQUER SIN, HELL, AND DAMNATION. WE HAVE A LIVING GOD, A POWERFUL GOD, A GOD OF LOVE, THIS ALL POWERFUL OMNIPRESENT GOD WANTS YOU. HE WANTS YOU TO BE HAPPY, TO FIND EVERLASTING PEACE AND HAPPINESS. GOD LOVES US SO MUCH THATHE GAVE HIMSELF FOR YOU. WHAT DOES HE ASK IN RETURN? ALL GOD WANTS FROM YOU IS THAT YOU ACCEPT HIM. IT IS CALLED SALVATION. GOD ASKS THAT YOU ACCEPT JESUS AS YOU PERSONAL LORD AND SAVIOR, AFTER THIS HE ASKS THAT YOU PRAY TO HIM AND TELL OTHERS ABOUT HIM. SO WHAT IS SALVATION, HOW DO YOU GET IT? SIMPLY START TO PRAY, TELL GOD THAT YOU ARE A SINNER (YOU REALLY HAVE TO BELIEVE IT) AND THAT YOU NOW SEE THAT JESUS IS REAL AND ALIVE, THEN ASK GOD TO FORGIVE YOU OF SIN. AN EXAMPLE WOULD BE

GOD, I COME TO YOU NOW KNOWING THAT I AM A SINNER, AND THAT WITH OUT YOU I AM DAMNED FOR HELL, REALIZING MY SIN AND NEEDING FORGIVENESS PLEASE FORGIVE ME OF MY SIN, I NOW ACCEPT JESUS CHRIST AS MY LORD AND SAVIOR, PLEASE GOD ACCEPT ME INTO YOUR FAMILY OF SAINTS AND LET ME SPREAD THE WORD OF CHRIST TO OTHERS. I WANT TO DO YOUR WILL FATHER, PLEASE LEAD ME IN THE WAYS WHICH YOU WOULD HAVE ME GO, MY SOUL AND BODY ARE NOW YOURS TO DO WITH WHAT YOU WANT, IN THE NAME OF PRECIOUS JESUS I PRAY AND ASK THESE THINGS, AMEN

NOW WHAT? IF YOU TRULY ACCEPTED JESUS GOD WILL NOW SEND THE HOLY GHOST INTO YOUR HEART, AND FROM NOW ON GOD WILL SPEAK TO YOU. WE SUGGEST THAT YOU READ THE BIBLE. ONCE SAVED A PERSON CAN READ THE BIBLE AND UNDERSTAND IT IN WAYS NEVER THOUGHT BEFORE, THIS IS BECAUSE GOD IS SPEAKING TO YOU AND HELPING YOU UNDERSTAND IT. WE ALSO SUGGEST THAT YOU SEEK OUT A CHURCH THAT BELIEVES IN THE NEW TESTAMENT. THEY WILL HELP GUIDE YOU. MANY PEOPLE WHO ARE CHRISTIANS BELIEVE CHURCH IS NOT NECESSARY. IT MAY NOT BE, BUT IT IS NECESSARY TO HAVE FELLOWSHIP WITH OTHER BELIEVERS, GOD COMMANDS IT. FELLOWSHIP WILL GIVE YOU INSIGHT, STRENGTH, AND A DEEPER APPRECIATION FOR GOD. IT IS FUEL AND FOOD FOR THE BELIEVER.

IT IS OUR HOPE THAT YOU WILL ACCEPT CHRIST AS YOUR LORD AND SAVIOR. GOD BLESS YOU.

I'VE BEEN TRYING TO POST FRO 2 DAYS N IT WONT LET ME TYPE IN THE TEXT BOX! HELP ANYONE?

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 18:33:14 GMT

SOME PICS OF MY TRIP AND OTHER RANDOM STUFF

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 01:44:30 GMT

HERE'S SOME PICS OF THIS WEEKEND AND A FEW OTHER RANDOM FUNNIES. I WILL BLOG ABOUT MY WEEKEND ADVENTURES LATER. (APPARENTLEY YOU CAN ONLY READ THE PICTURE CAPTIONS IF YOU HAVE IT ON SLIDESHOW I'M STILL TRYING TO FIGURE ALL THIS STUFF OUT. MYSPACE IS SO MUCH EASIER!)

THANKSGIVNG

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 20:15:51 GMT

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I WILL BE OUT OF TOWN IN A CABIN ON LAKE TAHOE WITH NO COMPUTER (OH DARN!LOL!) SO I JUST WANTED TO WISH YOU ALL A GREAT HOLIDAY! EAT LOTS O' YUMMY STUFF!

SEARCHING FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT...

Wed, 22 Nov 2006 08:29:03 GMT

I COULDN'T SAY IT BETTER IF I WROTE IT MYSELF!!
EXCERPTS FROM DONALD MILLER'S SEARCHING FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT:

"...AS A CHRISTIAN I BELIEVE JESUS WANTS US TO REACHOUT TO PEOPLE WHO ARE LOST AND, YES, IMMORAL-IMMORAL JUST LIKE YOU AND I ARE IMMORAL; AND DECLARING WAR AGAINST THEM AND STIRRING UP YOUR LISTENERS TO THE POINT OF ANGER AND GIVING THEM THE FEELING THAT THIER COUNTRY, THIER FAMILIES, AND LIFESTYLES ARE BEING THREATENED IS ONLY HURTING WHAT JESUS IS TRYING TO DO. THIS ISN'T ROCKET SCIENCE. IF YOU DECLARE WAR ON SOMEBODY, YOU HAVE TO EITHER HANDCUFF THEM OR KILL THEM. THAT'S THE ONLY WAY TO WIN. BUT IF YOU WANT THEM TO BE FORGIVEN BY CHRIST, IF YOU WANT THEM TO LIVE ETERNALLY WITH JESUS, THEN YOU HAVE TO LOVE THEM. THE CHOICE IS YOURS AND MY SUSPICION IS YOU WILL BE HELD RESPONSIBLE BY GOD, A JUDGE WHO WILL KNOW YOUR MOTIVES. SO GO AHEAD AND DECLARE WAR IN THE NAME OF CONSERVATIVE AGENDA, BUT DON'T DO IT IN THE NAME OF GOD....

... PAUL WAS DECEIVED WHEN HE PERSECUTED CHRISTIANS, THINKING HE WAS DOING IT TO SERVE GOD, BUT GOD WENT TO HIM, BLINDED HIM, AND CORRECTED HIS THINKING. AFTER THIS, PAUL LOVED THE PEOPLE HE HAD PREVIOUSLY HATED; HE BEGAN TO TAKE THE MESSAGE OF FORGIVENESS TO JEWS AND TO GENTILES, TO MALE AND TO FEMALE, TO PAGANS AND PROSTITUTES. AT NO POINT DOES HE WASTE HIS TIME LOBBYING GOVERNMENT FOR A MORAL AGENDA. NOBODY IN SCRIPTURE WHO KNEW AND FOLLOWED JESUS WASTED THIER TIME WITH ANY OF THIS; THEY BUILT THE CHURCH, THEY LOVED PEOPLE....

...WE CAN LEARN A GREAT DEAL FROM THE APOSTLES...

...IN MY OPINION, IF YOU HATE SOMEBODY BECAUSE THEY ARE DIFFERENT FROM YOU, YOU BEST GET ON YOUR KNEES AND REPENT UNTIL YOU CAN SAY YOU LOVE THEM, UNTIL YOU HAVE GOTTEN YOUR SOUL RIGHT WITH CHRIST.

I CAN'T SAY THIS CLEARLY ENOUGH: IF WE ARE PREACHING MORALITY WITHOUT CHRIST, AND USING WAR RHETORIC TO COMMUNICATE A BATTLE MENTALITY, WE ARE FIGHTING ON SATAN'S SIDE. THIS BATTLE WE ARE IN IS A BATTLE AGAINST THE PRINCIPALITIES OF DARKNESS, NOT AGAINST PEOPLE WHO ARE DIFFERENT FROM US. IN WAR YOU SHOOT THE ENEMY, NOT THE HOSTAGE....

... SOME CHRISTIANS, WHEN CONSIDERING IMMORALITY IN CULTURE, CONSIDER TWO ISSUES: ABORTION AND GAY MARRIAGE.

MORAL IDEAS PRESENTED IN THE NEW TESTAMENT, AND EVEN FROM THE MOUTH OF CHRIST, HOWEVER, INVOLVE LOVING OUR NEIGHBORS, BEING ONE IN THE BOND OF PEACE, LOVING OUR ENEMIES, TAKING CARE OF OUR OWN BUSINESS BEFORE WE JUDGE SOMEBODY ELSE, FORGIVING DEBTS EVEN AS WE HAVE BEEN FORGIVEN, SPEAKING IN TRUTH AND LOVE ELSE WE SOUND LIKE CLANGING CYMBALS (TURN ON FOX NEWS TO HEAR WHAT CLANGING CYMBALS SOUND LIKE), AND PROTECTING THE BEAUTY OF SEX AND MARRIAGE....

...I WONDERED IF THE CHRISTIAN FAITH IN AMERICA HAD NOT BEEN HIJACKED AS WELL, HIJACKED BY THOSE SAME TWO ISSUES: ABORTION AND GAY MARRIAGE. HOW DID A SPIRITUALITY SUCH AS CHRISTIANITY, A SPIRITUALITY THAT SPEAKS OF ETERNITY, OF A WORLD WITHOUT END, OF FORGIVNESS OF SINS AND A MYSTERIOUS UNION WITH THE GODHEAD, COME TO BE REPRESENTED BY A MORALIST AGENDA AND A TRICKLE-DOWN ECONOMIC THEORY? AND MORE IMPORTANT, HOW DID A MAN BORN OF EASTERN DESCENT, A MAN WHO CALLED HIMSELF THE PRINCE OF PEACE, A MAN WHOM THE SACRED WRITINGS DESCRIBE EATING WITH PROSTITUTES AND PROVIDING WINE AT WEDDINGS AND HEALING THE SICK AND IGNORING ANY POLITICAL PLOT, A MAN WHO WANTS US TO TURN THE OTHER CHEEK AND GIVE ALL OUR POSSESIONS IF WE ARE SUED, BECOME ASSOCIATED WITH--NO, BECOME THE POSTER BOY FOR--A WESTERN MORAL AND FINANCIAL AGENDA COMMUNICATED THROUGHT THE REHTORIC OF WAR AND IGNORANT OF THE DAMAGE IT IS CAUSING TO A WORLD LIVING IN POVERTY?

MY ONLY ANSWER IS SATAN IS CRAFTY INDEED.

I REALIZE THERE ARE PEOPLE READING THIS WHO WILL AUTOMATICALLY DISMISS ME AS A THEOLOGICAL LIBERAL, BUT I DO NOT BELIEVE A PERSON CAN TAKE TWO ISSUES FROM SCRIPTURE, THOSE BEING ABORTION AND GAY MARRIAGE, AND ADHERE TO THEM AS SIN, THEN NEGLECT MUCH OF THE REST AND CALL HIMSELF A FUNDAMENTALIST OR EVEN A CONSERVATIVE. THE PERSON WHO BELIEVES THE SUM OF HIS MORALITY INVOLVES GAY MARRIAGE AND ABBORTION ALONE, AND NEGLECTS HEALTH CARE AND WORLD TRADE AND THE ENVIRONMENT AND LOVING HIS NEIGHBOR AND FEEDING THE POOR IS, BY DEFINITION, A THEOLOGICAL LIBERAL, BECAUSE HE TAKES WHAT HE WANTS AND IGNORES THE REST....

...RETURN TO THE SORT OF CALL CHRIST HAS GIVEN US, TO OBEY HIM AND EXPERIENCE INTAMCY WITH HIM THROUGH SHARING OUR FAITH, LOVING OUR ENEMIES,SERVING AND FEEDING THE POOR AND THE HUNGERY DIRECTLY, AND STOP SHOWING OFF ABOUT HOW MORAL WE ARE AND HOW THAT MAKES US BETTER THAN OTHER PEOPLE. I ASSURE YOU, ONCE WE LEAVE THE FIGHT OVER OUR COUNTRY'S FUTURE AND ENTER THE SPIRITUAL BATTLE FOR THE HEARTS AND SOULS OF THE LOST, THE CHURCH WILL FLOURISH, AND THE KINGDOM OF GOD WILL GROW. GOD IS NOT IN THE BUSINESS OF BROKERING FOR POWER OVER A NATION; HE IS IN THE BUSINESS OF LOVING THE UNLOVED AND PULLING SHEEP OUT OF CRAGS AND BUSHES.

THE GREATEST COMFORT I CAN FEEL IN THE MIDDLE OF THIS IS THAT JESUS DID NOT LEND HIMSELF TO WAR CAUSES, TO TAX ISSUES OR POLITICAL CAMPAIGNS. FOR THAT MATTER, HE DID NOT LEND HIMSELF TO RAISING MONEY FOR EDUCATION OR STUMPING AFFIRMATIVE ACTION. IT WAS IF HE DID NOT TRUST US TO BUILD A UTOPIA. HE KEPT IT VERY SIMPLE, IN FACT. FOLLOW ME, HE SAID. I HAVE NO OPINION ABOUT WHAT COLOR THE PAINT SHOULD BE IN THIS PRISON. FOLLOW ME.

IS JESUS ANGRY? SOMETIMES. DOES HE SPEAK OF SIN AND MORALITY? YES QUITE FREQUENTLY. DOES THE CONTEMPORARY EVANGELICAL MODEL OF SIN AND MORALITY REFLECT THE TEACHINGS OF CHRIST? AS A FLEA IS A PART OF A DOG, BUT NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH THE DOG ITSELF. IS JESUS FRUSTED WITH SINNERS? YES. HE HE FRUSTRATED WITH RELIGIOUS ZEALOTS WHO USE HIS FATHER'S NAME TO BUILD BUSINESSES OR SUPPORT AGENDAS? HE IS VIOLENTLY FRUSTRATED. IS THERE A PENALTY TO PAY FOR REJECTING HIM? YES, APART FROM CHRIST WE WIL DIE AND ARE DYING. DOES JESUS LIKE LIBERALS MORE THAN CONSERVATIVES? HE WILL BE NOBODY'S FLAG.

I SUSPECT ANY LACK OF LOVE OR FEELINGS OF ANGER WE HAVE TOWARD THE CULTURE AROUND US ARE NOT FEELINGS THAT COME FROM GOD, BUT RATHER OUR SOULS ARISING AGAIN TO CAST ROCKS AT A WOMAN CAUGHT IN ADULTERY. WE SHOULD NOT EXPECT CHRIST TO RESPOND ANY DIFFERENTLY TO US THEN THE MORALISTS OF HIS DAY:

THEY DROPPED THIER STONES AND WALKED AWAY, FEELING ASHAMED THAT EACH OF THEM HAD BEEN PROVED A SINNER, TOO. AND JESUS WENT OVER TO COMFORT THE WOMAN, TELLING HER, "GO AND SIN NO MORE." (SEE JOHN 8.)...

WHITE N' NERDY

Mon, 20 Nov 2006 09:44:45 GMT

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UP WAY TOO EARLY

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 15:33:45 GMT

OK, SO I WANT TO SHOOT MY DOGS!!! THEY WON'T SHUT UP!!! IT'S ONLY 7:26 AM AND I'VE BEEN AWAKE FOR AN HOUR LAYING IN BED TRYING TO GO BACK TO SLEEP. (I WENT TO SLEEP AT 2!) I FINALLY SAW IT WAS USELESS TO KEEP LAYING THERE AND GOT OUT OF BED. (ONCE I'M AWAKE IT NEAR IMPOSSIBLE TO FALL BACK ASLEEP) NOW OF COURSE THEY'VE STOPPED BARKING AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!

LYRICS TO DAD

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 01:24:20 GMT

DAD-BY K'S CHOICE
I was a kid you were my dad
I didn't always understand
I wanted freedom you got mad
You were concerned I got upset
I didn't recognize you yet
And did you cry I know I did
When I lied to you
I didn't want to hurt you
I just never knew I did
You never told me that you loved me
I know you didn't know how
I guess that shows we're much the same
'Cause I love you too and until now
I've never said those words out loud
I hope you're proud
To be my dad...
What are your secrets, do you pray
Is there a god that shows your way
I wish I knew...
Do you have crazy fantasies
What happens in your dreams
I want to know...
I guess you'll always be a mystery to me
But you taught me how to value life
And what else do I need
I have a dad who watches over me

RANDOM MUMBLINGS...

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 00:32:58 GMT

FINALLY!!!! SPENT THE MORNING (WELL,I WOKE UP @12:41PM, SO IT WAS MORNING TO ME) SITTING AT THE COFFE SHOP AROUND THE CORNER FROM MY HOUSE INTERMITTANTLY TALKING TO FAMILY ON MY CELL PHONE AND READING THE BOOK OF REVELATIONS. WOW! THERE'S SOOO MUCH STUFF IN THERE! I HAVE A HEADACHE NOW! LOL! (MAYBE THAT'S 'CAUSE IDIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH COFFEE OR EATEN ANYTHING) I THINK MY AUNT DYING LAST WEEKEND HAS CREATED A LONGING IN ME. MY SISTER KNEW HER MUCH BETTER THAN I DID CAUSE I WAS REALLY YOUNG WHEN SHE MOVED AWAY. I MET HER AGAIN A COUPLE OF YRS. AGO, BUT IT WAS ONLY FOR A DAY SINCE I LIVE 3000 MILES AWAY. SHE WAS THE FISRT OF MY AUNTS N' UNCLES TO DIE, AND IT KNIDA MADE ME LOOK AT MY OWN MORTALITY A LITTLE MORE AND START TO FEEL OLDER. LIKE I'M ACTUALLY AN ADULT...WHOA! I FIND MY SELF CALLING FAMILY I HAVEN'T TALKED TO LATELY AND SEARCHING FOR OLD FREINDS ON CLASSMATES.COM. AND THO' I LOVE IT HERE AND WILL NEVER MOVE BACK (JUST CAN'T DEAL WITH THE WEATHER THERE), IT MAKES ME WISH I LIVED CLOSER. I WISH I COULD GO VISIT MY SIS FOR THE AFTERNOON AND GIVE HER A HUG, (SINCE WE'RE BOTH HAVE BROKEN BACKS RIGHT NOW) N' THEN COME BACK HOME. IT SUCKS THAT I'VE BEEN MARRIED FOR 9 MONTHS AND MY FAMILY HASN'T EVEN GOTTEN TO MEET THE MAN OF MY DREAMS (WELL, EXCEPT MY MOM 'CAUSE I FLEW HER OUT IN JULY) I WISH AIRFARE DID'NT COST SO MUCH.......

IT WONT LET ME TYPE ANYTHING IN THE ENTRY AREA!! AARRGHH!!

Sat, 18 Nov 2006 00:07:45 GMT