The Darkness Within

ok does anyone even read this thing.. if so.. leave a freakin comment!!!

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I've been working on two myspace pages. Have a look for yer self.

www.myspace.com/thedarknezzwithinme

 

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my heart is growing cold... my body numb... i am lost in these shadows... screaming out once again... who am i... what am i... no answers for me.. for the lost one... is it useless... am i useless... i am nothing special... don't give me pity... not ever... my music is gone... my soul... emily is dead... hear my call.. I am shadow... Shadow Ravenbound

 

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Saito!.. Saito is my most favorite person in the world! I love him so much. He's kind, smart, a great listener, really funny and so much more. Here's a poem for you Saito.

a new beginning.... bliss flowing at one word from you.... my angel... my best friend ever.. like a spring storm.. you've brought life to me once again.... light to my dark days... a new beginning... you've become apart of me.... you'll always be in my heart... my honorable samurai.. sweet are the words.. like nothing i've ever heard.... deliverance to my heart.... me.. so strong.. so delicate... you gave me the release i have been searching for

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i see you there... i know your there.. watching with with eyes of a fallin angel... seeing through... see me ... like a growing light... my fallin angel..

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i'm falling away... falling away from you... somethings getting in the way.. somethings showing me the way... theres a fine line.. i'll will find my place... desperate to get away... running far away... denial flows through your veins... denial has left you all alone... whats was sacred is no more.... fear in me... step down.. push me away... see the side of me... look at me.. you will never know my soul.. you made me fall.. from this side of me.. i will break away... all i want is to be me...loosing everything made me see...

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dreams of a place.. dreams of running free.. where have my dreams gone... my dreams of a powerful being... capturing me... my fantasy.. my written words.. falling upon blind eyes.. there's no reason.. no compromise... your not my destiny... i'll confess your my tragedy... do you understand what i mean... cold pain creeping in on me... i'll pay the price... get away from you..

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hey hey it's me again!.... who else would it be!? <o>.<o> I have the bestest friend in the world! Saito! hehe... We have so much in common we are alike twin soul.

 

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I am done with trying to deal with stupid people. I am talking about those wgo like to cause drama in everyones lives. I wont no part in this shit. All I want is to be able to come online and visit with my online friends and "family". I am tired of others stealing chat rooms, talking behind others backs, making a total mockery of life in general. Screw everyone who thinks they are all high and mighty.

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Fabric's ripple
intent of breezed exposure
surrender quiver of your hearth
trace smooth leg to thigh
to flower's whimper...
sweet droplet of fire's perfume
dipped urgently, hips together
the fragrance rises
curtain of skirt
and mast of hunger
energize, fertile garden
warmed intimately
bastes us
wiggle to soft touch
streak moist to budded nipple
suckle the glow of woman
child-like excitement
meld in a milky union
tounges dazzled taste
eyes touch
mist of steam inhaled
dip the fresh cream
satisfied....

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A long time ago I was insearch of peace. I had status, family, friends, and even a daughter. My dear child. One seemingly so lost. A sweet girl if one looked close. Her outter being as fearce and vengful as I have been known in my past. My dear little one what has become of you. Were have your travels taken you. I have loved you always and have missed you by my side. Peace and love my child.

Always, Em 

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