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The Risperdal is over but the speed is redoubled
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Sunday, July 6, 2008
6:07:00 PM EDT
The Risperdal is over but the speed is redoubled and I am so fucked up by the shit I cant do anything, except deplore the weight I keep putting on. I am over 200 pounds again and it is all fat--I am losing what muscle tone I once had. I wish I could get up and work out but the speed acts like a total drag and depressant on me so that I cant even get up to clean my dirty house. What is the point of working out anyway? As long as I am drugged up with speed and psychotropic drugs, I will never be in control of my weight as they just all pack on drugs no matter how hard I struggle and force myself to do yoga, go for a little bike ride or push myself to do a 30 minute walk on the cardio machines. I cant read. I cant pray. I cant clean house. I am just truly miserable.
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6:07:00 PM EDT
The Risperdal is over but the speed is redoubled
The Risperdal is over but the speed is redoubled and I am so fucked up by the shit I cant do anything, except deplore the weight I keep putting on. I am over 200 pounds again and it is all fat--I am losing what muscle tone I once had. I wish I could get up and work out but the speed acts like a total drag and depressant on me so that I cant even get up to clean my dirty house. What is the point of working out anyway? As long as I am drugged up with speed and psychotropic drugs, I will never be in control of my weight as they just all pack on drugs no matter how hard I struggle and force myself to do yoga, go for a little bike ride or push myself to do a 30 minute walk on the cardio machines. I cant read. I cant pray. I cant clean house. I am just truly miserable.
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