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Thursday, July 17, 2008
1:53:00 PM EDT
Lost day plus--a true day from hell yesterday--so sick with lithium poisoning that I could do nothing--even watching tv made me sick. At night I kept waking up because I would stop breathing. It is not sleep apnea. When these fuckers use psychotropic drugs on me, they mess up my already "different", autistic brain stem, and I think the brain stem which regulates automatic breathing forgets to breathe. I guess at this point I have enough of a self preservation instinct that I wake up. I don't know how. Because honestly days like yesterday leave me longing for death. Today I still am sick but at least I am in reality, not like yesterday. Too much overload though. I am so sick of these fucking bastards.
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1:53:00 PM EDT
Lost day plus
Lost day plus--a true day from hell yesterday--so sick with lithium poisoning that I could do nothing--even watching tv made me sick. At night I kept waking up because I would stop breathing. It is not sleep apnea. When these fuckers use psychotropic drugs on me, they mess up my already "different", autistic brain stem, and I think the brain stem which regulates automatic breathing forgets to breathe. I guess at this point I have enough of a self preservation instinct that I wake up. I don't know how. Because honestly days like yesterday leave me longing for death. Today I still am sick but at least I am in reality, not like yesterday. Too much overload though. I am so sick of these fucking bastards.
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