Brits blog

          Good Morning campers!

Just me and my thoughts this morning..so much going on in this head of mine... work is a mess..hubby leaves in a few days..actually now he is leaving on our 25th wedding anniversary and the 5 year anniversary of my Mums passing...to say I am stressed is an understatement..

First work...

The office manager is being a real bitch again...she made another employee cry by screaming and cussing at her..this is the 2nd  employee she has done this to this month..then she tells them they can't tell anyone about it and asks for a hug..who does that? I mean come on...scream and cuss and then wants a hug? she has some serious issues....I want to tell the docs what is going on so bad but learned the hard way last time..so we all have to bite our tongues and put up with the crazy woman....she will NEVER hug me again though..it creeps me out..

Hubby leaving...he is driving me nuts...it's all about him..poor him..leaving for 6 months..how awful it must be to be away from your family for that long etc etc..let's go out and get him a Laptop..an Ipod and a digital camera so he can have something to do while he's gone..poor guy...6 months on his own..in his own room..doing whatever he wants after work..no chores..no kids...sightseeing..partying...experiencing a new country and culture...your wife will be fine at home..working..paying bills...taking care of the house..the kids..the dog..the yard..the pool.. the shopping the cleaning..the driving everyone where they need to be...

Anyone see my point here or am I just being a whiny baby...LOL.. you know I'm being sarcastic..I have done this so many times before...we go through this every time but it doesn't get any easier and the fact that he is leaving on our 25th anniversary is just the icing on the cake...I'll be fine I always am..I just want him gone...that may sound weird but when he's gone we just get on with it..it's the anticipation that is killing us....go already and then we can start counting the days til you get back... ;-)

You know what I haven't done lately? my list of five good things..so I'll leave you with that...it might do me some good to look to the positives...

1. I have the next 2 days off.. ;-)

2.. Hot starbucks coffee this morning...

3...great haircut...

4....Ryan is feeling much better....

5..... My beautiful backyard..my sanctuary....

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• #45 Comment from ekgillen 
  6/8/08 6:40 PM | Permalink

  I grew up a military brat and the preparing was always way harder than when my dad was gone.  You are so right...the sooner he was gone the sooner he'd be back!
  (((HUGS)))
  Gillie
  http://journals.aol.com/ekgillen/Gillie/
• #44 Comment from lanurseprn 
  5/29/08 11:02 PM | Permalink

  I totally get your point. Yep...definitely.
  Weird about the office manager.  There HAS to be someone to talk to her. That behavior is unacceptable on any level.
  Good luck sweetie,
  Pam
• #43 Comment from cgtperkins 
  5/27/08 4:27 PM | Permalink

  Aw, Im sure you have been stressed to the max!! Bless you. I know what you mean about the anticipation though. I hope things have calmed down a bit. OMG....that is a craaazy biatch at work!! Somebody needs to catch her tail in the parking lot...LOL Hope you are having a good day!!
  Hugs
  Carrie
• #42 Comment from deshelestraci 
  5/26/08 5:05 PM | Permalink

  I know it is late but big hugs on this entry!  No you are not being a whiny baby about hubby being gone for 6 months.  It stinks.
  Traci
• #41 Comment from eml625 
  5/24/08 6:37 AM | Permalink

  I can see your point. He's away, your NOT !  Your home dealing with all the family stuff , he's NOT !
  I think you need a J-land party over there.
  Come on....you know you want it !
  love ya
  E.