These Days

11:57:07 AM EDT
Feeling Happy I've always heard that when a poet finds the love they have been so desperately searching for that the lose the ability to write. I don't know if that's true, but I haven't written a poem since I met him. lol I decided I would make this entry with a link to all the poems I've previously posted....including the ones that have been rolled of and buried in the archive basement. Then hopefully I will be posting some new ones in the very near future. We'll see.

LOOKING IN

YOU

THE EDGE

THE DREAM IN MY HEART

MY SAFE PLACE

MY FRIEND (in memory of Blake Sapp)

DAUGHTER OF DIVORCE

MY NIGHTS

ALMOST HERE

NO ESCAPE

THIS I WANT

WHY?

UNTITLED 9-22-05

LOOK WHAT YOU DID

Like I said.....I'll get some new poems in here as soon as I can. Until then feel free to check out my new journal STEPHANIE'S NOTEBOOK.


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11:22:52 PM EDT

You lied and cheated,
Made me feel defeated.
You always made me cry,
and made me wish I'd die.

Until I found the strength to go,
and stop letting the pain show.
Thought you couldn't hurt me anymore,
the way you always did before.

Should have know you'd find a way,
You always knew just what to say.
Just like a knife through the heart,
You words still tear me apart.

Does she know what lies ahead?
Will she one day wish you were dead?
Will you ever be a real man?
No, I really doubt that you can.

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11:06:48 PM EDT
Feeling Frustrated

I sit here and think of you

And wonder what you would do

If I told you how I feel

Would you say it wasn't real

 

I want to be in your life

I wish you'd let me be your wife

By your side, I'd always stay

loving you all the way

 

My love for you is so strong

we are happy, why is it wrong

such a difference in age they all say

who cares? We want it this way

 

Please say that you really love me

It would make me happy as can be

That is all you would have to do

to make all my dreams come true

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7:56:37 PM EDT

Why do you deny it?

This love that we share.

I really do not buy it.

I see how much you care.

 

Why are you so afraid,

To let your true feelings show?

I really wish you had stayed.

Should have begged you not to go.

 

I just let you walk away,

And it ripped out my heart.

I wanted to hear you say,

that we would never be apart.

 

So now I lie here and cry for you.

And we're together in my dreams

My teddy bear gets me through.

Nothing is as simple as it seems.

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7:51:47 PM EDT

He wants me to let go.

But I see the love in his heart.

Love he doesn't think he can show.

I never want us to be apart.

 

I need him to stay by my side.

To hold me through the night.

To share with me this wild ride.

To show me it will be all right.

 

I try so hard to hold on.

I need him in my life.

Is he already gone?

Will I ever be his wife?

 

If only we could share our love.

I'd never make him sad.

Our love would soar like a dove.

This I want so damn bad!

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9:43:16 PM EDT

As my world spins out of control

I walk into the rain, go for a stroll

Oh so soon I am soaking wet

I can feel it coming, the threat

 

I try to run away and hide

to somehow make it off this ride

It gets closer every day

I think this time it's here to stay

 

The failure overwhelms me

happiness I no longer see

There is no safe place to go

I have nothing to show

 

I couldn't make it out there on my own

they've dragged me back, made me a drone

so I'll go back to the nine to five

no longer for greatness will I strive

 

I'll never escape this miserable town

They'll just watch me as I drown

For the rest of my life I'll just be

the failure they expect out of me.

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9:51:30 AM EDT

The day is almost here

When finally you'll be near

I'll feel your arms around me

Your smile I'll finally see

 

The day I'll finally tell you

And do all that I can do

To make you fall in love with me

Because together is where we should be

 

I know you'll have to go away

And I will have to stay

But maybe one day I'll come there

And our lives we'll start to share

 

I'll do anything I must

I'll give you all my trust

If only we could be together

And watch this thing become forever.

Copyright ©2005 Stephanie Michelle McIe

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12:13:54 AM EDT

I lay awake and think of you.

And wonder what I should do.

You are so sweet and oh so kind.

How I wish I could read your mind.

 

To know exactly what you thought.

Do you want to be with me or not?

How I would love to hear you say.

That you want to take me home to stay.

 

That no one could ever tear us apart.

That this is going to be a beautiful start,

Of a love that will always last.

The kind of love I have dreamed of in the past.

 

So many things I have to show.

So many more I want to know.

For you I'll open up my heart.

Because I've loved you from the start.

Copyright ©2005 Stephanie Michelle McIe

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11:59:55 PM EDT

She gets smarter every day.

And has so many things to say.

Like a sponge, she soaks up knowledge.

Already plans to go to college.

 

She dreams of being a teacher or nurse,

and always haveing money in her purse.

She worries about her mom and dad.

Wishes none of us were sad.

 

She understands we can't stay together.

Even though we promised forever.

She doesn't complain that it's not fair.

Says, "It's okay, we'll just have to share."

 

She always protects her little brother.

It's beautiful how much they love each other.

"Mommy please don't cry today.

Soon we'll be back home to stay."

 

She is a daughter of divorce.

Will she make it through, OF COURSE!

Copyright ©2005 Stephanie Michelle McIe

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11:59:23 PM EDT

I am going to visit you today.

I'll bring you flowers.

I'll have lots to say.

 

I'll have a lot of questions to ask.

But you won't say a word.

Never more will you talk back.

 

Why did you go away?

Why did you leave?

What is there left to say?

 

I miss you so much. There are still days that I can't believe you are really gone.

Rest in Peace Blake Arthur Sapp

June 9, 1981 - May 3, 2002

We love you!

Copyright ©2005 Stephanie Michelle Sapp

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