Señorita

10:10:12 PM PDT

http://frauleinsenorita.blogspot.com/

Aloha there my lovelies,

Okay, so I transferred this blog to Blogspot. The above link is my new address.

Unfortunately, it transferred my writings, but not all the photos I had on this blog. That really sucks. But what are you gonna do ?

I am still adjusting to the new layout.

I have so much to write about. I am taking a little time off until things settle down a little. I am in the process of moving, among other things. I swear, my life is always full of constant changes.

This will probably be the last entry here in this blog. From now on, please refer to the new link above. When Halloween arrives, this AOL Journal will be eliminated completely.

It's been a fun five years here on AOL journals. Now I will continue my path on Blogspot.

 

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5:37:14 PM PDT

Hello All,

So I've been a member of AOL for nine years now. The only reason I've kept my account was because of this blog that I started at the end of 2003. But now AOL will be closing it down by Halloween. So I don't know if I should even keep that. Plus, they increased my price by two bucks a month. I think I will just cancel AOL, and pray that they don't keep charging me.

I don't know that I will do with my blog. I would like to continue it, and I think that I will transfer it to the new service that AOL chooses. I have so many entries, and I simply don't want to print them all. Plus, five years of blogging through college, my trip abroad and back and my career, is just to important for me to just let it go to waste.

 

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9:10:22 PM PDT

Hello There My Lovelies,

So, a few weeks ago I wrote about how I took a class from a male bellydancer, Tito. He couldn't even speak much English, yet he was the best teacher that I've ever had. You know why ? He doesn't dance to choreography. He dances from his heart, and it just oozes out of him. He always smiles and it's just so contagious.

I was just watching him on You Tube and it doesn't get tired. He really is my inspiration for dance. I never thought I would find that in a male bellydancer.

I remember when I took his workshop. I was so drawn to him. I don't know about him personally, but when he danced I melted and fell in love. I don't know how to describe it. And when I danced I came alive and my hips loosened up, and I was able to follow his lead. And I danced for a good three hours. It was a workout, and I was happy as peach pie after.

I was so lucky as a dancer to have that experience.

The funny thing, is that I didn't think that there was a woman that could outdance him, but I think I found one. Her name is Saida and she is Argentinian. Her dance style is completely different than that of Tito, but I love her too. I guess I am a little more biased and love Tito more because of his radiant smile and because he's Egyptian, and it's in his blood.

But Saida is a close second. She dances with such fire and passion. She has beautiful, long hair and uses that to her advantage with her spins. I would love to study under her someday too.

Anyway, enough about that for now.

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9:32:44 PM PDT

1. Do you sleep in your bra? OUCH

2. Have you kissed any one on your top list? NOT ON MYSPACE ANYMORE, LOL

3. Are you happy with your looks? YES

4. Do you enjoy drama? I SAY I DON'T BUT SOMETIMES IT MAKES LIFE EXCITING

5. Are you a girly girl? YES

6. Who was the last person you hugged? I DON'T REMEMBER

7. Small or large purses? USUALLY SMALL, BUT I HAVE A LARGE ONE NOW

8. Are you short? YES

9. Do you like someone? YEAH, I LIKE PLENTY OF PEOPLE. I PROBABLY LIKE YOU TOO, LOL.

10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt? DEPENDS ON WHO IT IS.

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty? YES

12. Do you think you’re conceited? NO

13. Are you a bitch? ON RARE OCCASIONS

13. Do you dress up on Halloween? SOMETIMES

14. Are you double jointed? NO

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? UNDERNEATH A DESK

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? NEGATIVE, OKAY MAYBE I SMACKED MYSELF WHEN I WAS PRACTICING SOME DANCE MOVES, LOL

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? THERE USED TO BE, BUT I DIDN'T CARE THEN, AND I WOULDN'T CARE NOW

18. Do you call anybody by their last name? NO

20. How many guys do you think will end up reading this just because it says- Girl Confessions? I HAVE NO IDEA

[X] I do wear make up
[X ]I have cried at a movie theater.
[X ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[X ] I get jealous
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[X ] I love to laugh.somtimez.. all the times
[X ] I like classic rock.(some)
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[X ] like rap.
[X ] i like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[X ] I carry a purse.
[ ] I’d be lost without my computer
[X ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[X ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[X ] I own a boy band CD.
[XXX ] I get bored watching football
[ ] I love Gothic guys
[ ] I love skater guys
[ ] like guys who BMX
[ ] I love country guys.
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat
[X ] I love guys that are just themselves!
[ ] Guys are confusing!!!
[X ] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[X ] Lip gloss is better than lipstick.
[X ] Can leave the house without makeup.
[ ] I play video games, even when there are other people around.
[X ] My friends are the best.
[ ] I want a tattoo. i should be gettin one sometime
[X ] I don’t have a tattoo.
[X ] I have a piercing.
[ ] I’m insecure

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8:32:05 PM PDT

1- What are your initials? SCG

2- What is your favorite thing to wear? A BEAUTIFUL BELLYDANCE COSTUME

3- Last thing you ate? CHOCOLATE

4- Name one thing that scares you: THE STRESS I'VE BEEN UNDER LATELY

5- I say Shotgun, you say: FRONT SEAT

6- Do you have a pillowtop mattress? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT IS

7- What were you doing at 7:00 am? MY ALARM WENT OFF

8- Last person you hugged? SHIT, I DON'T REMEMBER

9- Does anyone you know want to date you? YES

10- Do you shop online? YES, JUST BOUGHT MY TEXTBOOKS ONLINE

11- Have you ever driven without a license? NEGATIVO

12- The last place you went out to dinner? TAVERNA BISTRO ON A DATE FOR DINNER AND A NICE SMOKE

13- Do you like your name? IT'S AVERAGE

14- What time is it? HALF PAST A MONKEY'S ASS, ACCORDING TO HIS BALLS.

15- Who/What made you angry today? A PROSPECTIVE LANDLORD WHO I FELT WAS KIND OF STRINGING ME ALONG.

16- Baseball or Football? NEITHER, ALTHOUGH I FIND THE BASEBALL PLAYERS MORE ATTRACTIVE

17- Coffee, Tea, Soda or Water? COFFEE

18- Do you like birds? YES, OF COURSE

19- Favorite holiday? THANKSGIVING

20- Do you download music? YES, ON ITUNES

21- Do you care if your socks are dirty? YES!!!

22- Opinion of Chinese symbol tattoos? SO OVERRATED........

24- Do you like to cuddle? YES

25- Do you love someone special? WHAT KINDA QUESTION IS THIS ??? IS THE SKY BLUE ??

26- What show did you watch last night? AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL

27- Have you ever bungee-jumped? NO WAY, NO HOW

28- Have you ever gone whitewater-rafting? YES

29- Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?  YES !! AND SOMETIMES MARRIED TOO.....

30- How many pets do you have?  NONE

31- Have you met a real redneck? NOT REALLY, BECAUSE WE HAVE DIFFERENT GEMS OF PEOPLE HERE IN THE BAY AREA.

32- How is the weather right now? SIMPLY BEAUTIFUL

33- What are you listening to right now? ME TYPING THIS SURVEY

34-What is your current favorite song? I LIKE IT BY MOBY

35- What was the last movie you watched? THE BARBER SHOP

36- Do you wear contacts? DON'T HAVE TO, BECAUSE I HAD LASIK

37- Do you drive? YES !

38- Grits or oatmeal/cream of wheat? NEITHER, THEY ARE BOTH NASTY

39- What's one thing you've learned this year ? HOW TO GET OVER A BREAK UP

40- What do you usually order from Starbucks? CINNAMON DOLCE LATTE WITH SOY MILK AND EXTRA WHIPPED CREAM.

41- Ever had someone sing to you? YES, THIS GUY WAS IN A FLAMENCO BAND. HE WAS GOOD WITH THE GUITAR, BUT BAD ON VOCALS.

42- Have you ever fired a gun? YES

43- Are you missing someone? NO

44- Favorite TV show? LAW AND ORDER

45- What do you have an obsession with? FINDING A NEW JOB

46- Has anyone ever said you looked like or reminded them of a celeb? WHEN I WAS SKINNIER, SOME SAID THAT I LOOKED LIKE ADRIANNA LIMA

47- Sausage Patties or Links? LINKS

48- Who would you like to see right now? MY DAD AND GRANDMA

49- Ever had a near death experience? NOT YET, AND I HOPE THAT NEVER HAPPENS

50- Are you afraid of falling in love? YES, I AM, ACTUALLY

51- Have you ever been caught doing something you weren't suppose to?  OF COURSE, LOL

52- Favorite smell? FRESH BAKED BREAD

53- Butter, plain, or salted popcorn? HEAVILY BUTTERED

54- Ever put a friend in a cop car on JukePix?  NEGATIVO

55- Ever been in a cop car?... YES, AS A RIDE A LONG WITH A COP

56- Coke or Pepsi? NEITHER, THEY ARE EQUALLY NASTY

57- Our Lady Peace or Nickelback? NICKELBACK

58- What's something that really bugs you (besides these surveys)? MY ROOMMATE'S DAD WHEN HE TAKES A DUMP IN THE MORNINGS AND WAKES ME UP.

59- Do you like Michael Jackson? HE IS NOT MY CUP OF TEA

60- Taco Bell or Burger King? Red Lobster! LOL

61- Next time you will kiss someone? NO IDEA, MAYBE NEXT WEEK, MAYBE NOT, LOL

62- Favorite College Team? DON'T FOLLOW THEM

63- Favorite Pro Team?  N/A

64- Favorite Celebs? THEY CHANGE FREQUENTLY. I LIKE TYRA BANKS, HAIFA WEHBE, AMR DIAB

65- What's the longest time you've gone without sleep?  24 HOURS

66- Last time you went bowling? 2006

67- Where's the wierdest place you slept ? UNDER A DESK 

68- Who was your last phone call? A FRIEND TO THANK HER FOR OFFERING TO HELP ME MOVE.

69- What does your last received text message say? MY ROOMMATE TELLING ME TO USE HIS PARKING SPACE. HIS DAD'S FRIENDS STOLE MINE FOR THE DAY.

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3:34:41 PM PDT Hello There My Lovelies,

So yesterday I broke down and talked to my roommate. I told him as calmly and as nicely as possible that I was sick of living there and that I was pissed off with the way he was treating me. We talked it out for a few hours. I still think that expecting me to now pay for utilities because he decides to quit his second job isn't fair. If I had two jobs and were to quit one of them, he wouldn't give me a break on rent. It's not like he's gonna charge me an extra $40. He would be charging me an extra $75-85 a month.

So while I still plan to look around for another place, I am no longer in a huge rush to do it. Which is a relief. I am real busy with school now. My teacher has a lot of reading and writing, not to mention ridiculous research projects at the law library that will be coming up.

I think that I am getting used to the horrific traffic that I deal with on the way to school every morning. It normally takes me 15 minutes to drive there. But with this traffic, it takes me over an hour. I haven't had to deal with that in over a year.


Well, it's time for me to mosey on over to work. Ciao Ciao :)


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10:21:55 AM PDT Hello There My Lovelies,

School started again yesterday. I circled the parking lot for about 40 minutes yesterday to find a parking spot. I finally found one, but it was a staff parking space. I didn't see the sign till I got outta my car. But too bad, because I wasn't gonna be late for class.

My class starts at 10:30 in the morning. I left at 7:15 this morning to get to school to find good parking. Traffic was a little over an hour, for what normally is a 15 minute drive.

What else............. Yes I was woken up at around 6am to the sound of my roommates old father taking a massive dump. It was disgusting. I heard this old man grunting and dropping deuces. The bathroom wall is shared by by my bedroom. I think he left the bathroom door open, because I heard him loud and clear.

And while he was doing his business, I heard his girlfriend downstairs coughing. I was not a happy camper this morning.

I had to go into the bathroom to brush my teeth after he was done, and it smelled like ripe, old man.

I am fed up. I am looking really fast to get outta there. I will write more about this later, as I have class to go to. My only hope to get my certificate so I can find a better job and not put up with roommate bullshit.


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9:48:24 PM PDT

 

Hello There My Lovelies,

So last night I went to a nice hookah lounge and smoked an apple flavored hookah. I also had a little appetizer. Fun times. I definitely want to go back.

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7:00:24 PM PDT

Hello All,

I am glad that my previous two postings were happy or inspirational because right now I am not feeling happy at all.

Recently I feel like I have been turned inside-out. While I am very blessed in life, and am lucky to have my health and family member, I guess I am just very uncomfortable in life right now.

For starters I need to move out, but I am trapped. Rents are increasing everywhere. So naturally my roommate wants to increase my rent by $75/month to cover the cost for utilities.

He also wants to move in his girlfriend and her two year old son. If they move in, my rent won't increase. That child has ADD and is a real cryer. I would rather spend the extra $75/month on rent instead of having two more people move in.

Did I mention that we also have two Mexicans that live in the backyard in a parked van ?

In our house we just have one bathroom, and imagine the traffic we would have if this woman and her son move in.

My roommate said that if I say no, he won't let her move in, but I see that he really wants to move her in. I see such a problem with it.

They've only been going out for two months. He says she'll stay with him until she finds a better place. They want to move in together. She would be living with us for a long time. Plus, what if they fight ? I don't want the drama. I don't want to wake up to the sounds of that child, and I don't want to wake up to the bathroom, as my room is next to it.

Oh.......and get this. I had late night company on Friday night. I almost never have guests over at my house. But I did on Friday. The last time that happened was last November. He makes a big stink out of it, because I brought someone home so late on a Friday. Also because his girlfriend both of the children were over and he didn't even warn me. I was so mortified the next day. On Halloween, he brought over some girl and had wild monkey sex and I had to listen to it. Did I make a stink ? Negativo. I let him take care of business. And the one time I have a guest over, boom, we have to discuss it extensively and he decides to question who I bring over.

I can not believe that he so willing to move her in so he can "save money" but won't decrease my rent at all. I can't believe that he thinks that all this is a good idea.

I am also so frustrated with my job. It pays well for what little I do. But I need a better job. I need more money. I have very little luck in people returning my calls. I have excellent grades and references, and some good experience. Yet it is so difficult to get a decent entry level position in the legal field.

Plus my job switched me to a lower-grade health insurance plan.

I feel like my priveleges in life are slowly being revoked, and I am starting to get hit with more problems. I am afraid of what else is to come. I know that when it rains, it can pour.

I feel like my life is all wrong and upside down. I feel stuck, I question everything, and I feel like nothing I do matters anymore. I just feel like nothing is right anymore.

Last year was a bad year, but this time around, I am hit with a different type of pain. Last time I felt trapped, and depressed. This year I feel like I have more control over my situation and that I am doing what I can to better myself. Yet everything I do is met with delay, rejection, plans falling through, or opportunities that just happened to pass me by.

Last year, I gained weight and felt lifeless. This time around, the pain is in my heart, and I feel like I am going through a heartbreak, when this isn't about men. I just feel like I have almost failed myself in life.

I have some idea of why this is all happening to me. I am a little spiritual, and I am thinking about starting another journal to talk about all this in detail. But for now, I will talk about it here.

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9:36:46 PM PDT

'To get something you never had, you have to do something you never did.' 

When God takes something from your grasp, He's not punishing you, but merely opening your hands to receive something better. 

Concentrate on this sentence...  'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.'

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