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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Let's do it, like the birds and the bees and get to it

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Picture from Hometown

So that's Jeremy.  Apparently 3 years ago in Bahrain.  But it retains the general idea.

I'm going to attempt not to be sickening or gush, but I'll be honest and say it won't be easy.

He's the absolute antithesis of what I generally look for and have gone for.  I usually go for skinny, girly, emo/indie/hipster boys with dark hair and blue eyes.  They tend to let me take the more aggressive role.  And I had an "absolute" rule that I'd NEVER date anyone in the military.

Jeremy's in the navy.  Blonde hair, brown eyes, built like a man and acts like a man.  He can make decisions on his own and puts me in my place when I need to be put there.  He's into alternative and rock (which I've grown out of) and I have yet to convert him to prog or indie.  We're polar opposites down to our view of the meaning of the universe. 

We complement each other quite well and have only really pissed each other off once (mutually that is... I'm quite sure I've irked him by accident.  That's what happens when you don't know when to keep your mouth shut. [See last quote on top of page] ).

I've gone off one of my anti-depressants b/c it totally killed my sex drive, and with the exception of one day (see last entry), things have been good.  I've countered it with upping my amphetamines.  Seems to be working, although I'm edging on hypomanic.  Hypomanic is ok.  Hypermanic is not.  Gotta keep myself in check.  Lowered the anti-psychotics to be more receptive to energies and such.  Not too much of a change.  Just coupled with the effects of not being on the anti-depressant, things are a little... um... well, things are good.

I'll make a real entry eventually.  Too busy being wrapped up in my love life right now to think about anything productive.  Atleast, mentally productive.  :-)

 

 



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  • #2 Comment from djzgirl71 
    11/22/05 12:29 PM | Permalink
    OOO a love life?  Awesome!  Hope everything goes well!  I went off my anti depress. for a sex drive too!  I hate how they kill any kind of feeling down there.  Well, hope that means you are having great sex damn it!

    Yay for E!

    Stacy

    http://djzgirl.blogspot.com/
  • #1 Comment from sugar1337 
    11/22/05 11:59 AM | Permalink
    I am glad that things are going well for you now...I wish you the best of luck.  :)