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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
9:25:29 AM CDT
Feeling Quiet
Hearing sounds of electric fans, Tidbit eating birdseed
175

Although my scale is not accurate, I am estimating my weight at 175. That is a nine-pound weightloss from 184 to 175, and that is only from trying to follow my eating plan (sometimes I mess up) and no exercise (still hurting from the blow I received from the crazy woman who attacked me with an electric cart at the grocery store and also from shock at my recent stroke of bad luck over the last several months).
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Sunday, October 7, 2007
2:07:47 PM CDT
Feeling Embarrassed
OMG October Already!
October already?! OMG @ how I appear to be writing in this journal once a month?!# Shocker... Goes to show why I continue to look so fluffy. Not much change to report. Although my waistline is not as big as it once was, I believe I have only lost four pounds. Due to lack of funds, I am pinching pennies in the food department.
A couple of weeks ago, my refrigerator looked as empty as my best friend's refrigerator. (She doesn't know how to cook, so her refrigerator usually only has ice, water, slim fast, and juice.) Actually, she was way ahead of me, because I didn't even have that! Taking a good look at my refrigerator, you will find that it is mostly full of condiments and I keep the flour and cornmeal in there to keep them fresh and free from bugs. I usually have meals that I prepare in the freezer, too, but this time, even the freezer was empty! OMGG... why, even my love life has gone stale!

It's funny how when you are short on cash, your mind thinks about all kinds of wonderful foods, especially chocolate. To make matters worse, the telenovela I was watching was called "Dame Chocolate." Thank God, it's finally over! But oh, how I wish I had some brownies...

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Sunday, September 9, 2007
3:02:10 PM CDT
Feeling Chillin'
Hearing the loud music coming from the neighbor's (ughhhhh!!)
Saturday's Menu
A friend of mine had this tag made for me. The kitchen witch is riding a wisk!! I love it. I wish I could see who created it.
All of the graphics and tags in my journals are carefully selected. If your tag(s) have made themselves into my journals, consider it as an act of flattery. No copyright infringement is intended!!
It is hard to believe that I have not written in this journal since June. Here it is September already!!! I am so excited that it is almost Halloween... It is an incentive to lose weight to look good in that Halloween costume!!!! What will I wear this year??? I was fat last year and for some unknown reason, I really wasn't into Halloween last year. That is not like me at all, because I love Halloween! It holds some great memories with my kids. Oh, I hope this year I will be able to wear something fabulous!!

This is what I ate yesterday (Saturday). It has been hard to keep up with my Eating Plan because now that I am out of a job, I have to watch my money. I am trying to eat low cost meals, but I am trying to keep up with the themes.
Rising~ three pitted prunes, glass of pomegrate juice (I mix juice with water to make it feel like more and also because it is too sweet for me)~ wait 20 minutes.
Breakfast~ Cinnamon oatmeal with soy milk.
Lunch~ Ramen Noodles (beef flavor), Green tea. (I do not like these noodles soupy. I drain the water and stir in a little of the flavor packet into the noodles to taste. Using all of the packet is too salty.) This was a cheap meal. LOL
Snack~ green grapes (I was surprised that this batch was sweet. I prefer the red grapes but the green were on special. This was the last of the grapes.)
Dinner~ fried fish (I just coated it with a little flour and garlic salt. I didn't have any cornmeal on hand.), lettuce and tomato salad with Italian dressing, green tea.
On Saturdays, I will try to eat and drink foods that cleanse the body. It is always a good idea to start the day with fiber, because fiber is cleansing and it keeps you regular. On my Eating Plan, I will try going back to Suzanne Somers philosophy about how to combine foods. Fruit should always be eaten alone. I know pasta was probably not a good choice for lunch today, but I have to watch my money right now.
Saturdays are a day for cleaning house, paying bills, giving things you don't need to charity, eating light, exercising, and taking baths. This is the day that I have set aside for cleansing and eliminating things that I do not want in my life. I have not returned to exercising, but I am seriously trying to stop the bingeing! Saturday is not a day for shopping, because I want to hold on to my money.
This Saturday, I should have taken that morning walk, tried to clean house, and gathered things to donate to charty, but I was busy playing with PSP. LOL... Check out my other journal "The Glass Box" to see some of the tags that I made. All the tags on this entry were tagged by someone else. I wish I had the blank for the Medussa, because I would love to add some touches to it.

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Monday, June 25, 2007
10:36:53 AM CDT
Feeling Hopeful
Hearing "Turn, Turn, Turn"~ The Yardbirds
Sunday~ Fire Element

The element for Sunday is FIRE. Foods to enjoy today are: anything hot and spicy... foods that make you feel rich, proserous, or passionate about life.
What I ate:
BREAKFAST~ one Huevo Ranchero with hot salsa, two tablespoons of beans, one tortilla, two cups of coffee. I really wanted to make some cinnamon rolls for breakfast, but I didn't have any on hand...lit a Cinnamon-Apple candle instead. The Huevo Ranchero was wonderful. I haven't had that in a very long time. I was surprised that the one tortilla was enough. In fact, I could have eaten half and it would have been enough. I like freezing my tortillas and taking them out one at a time from the freezer. It stops me from eating more than I need. I separate them with wax paper between each tortilla and freeze them in a large freezer ziplock. Keep the waxed paper in the bag so they can be recycled the next time you buy another package of tortillas.
LUNCH~ Sirloin Steak, Baked Potato with margarine, Side of bell peppers, sliced jalapeno, onion, garlic, and sliced carrots, Cold Brew Lipton Iced Tea with sweetener. Today is the day to treat myself like royalty instead of like a servant. I should have had wine with lunch. It would have been a nice touch. Except for the side, this meal was not really hot and spicy, but this meal reminds me of the days when an ex-boyfriend would take me out to eat on Sundays. It was always my treat of the week. The side was kind of unusual without the lettuce, but my lettuce is wilted from all the water they spray at the grocery store so I didn't use it. It would have been nice to have had a slice of chocolate cake with this meal, but I planned to have chocolate pudding instead, because I had some on hand. After I ate lunch, however, I was too full for dessert. Wow. Now that is a good sign...
BEVERAGE OF THE DAY~ Drank lots of black tea today. I used Lipton Tea Cold Brew which is quick and easy to prepare. It was very energizing. Will consider buying a lemon for next week so that I can put a slice on my glass. Fancy. =.)
DINNER~ I was so full after lunch that I forgot to eat supper. When I looked at the clock, it was almost 7:30 p.m., which is my cut-off time not to eat, so I grabbed that chocolate pudding with FF whipped cream and I ate it before the clock could strike 7:30. I think I am going to love Sundays, because I can eat chocolate today. =.)
SNACK~ (?) I had planned to eat an orange today, but time swept away from me. Will try to remember next time.
EXERCISE~ Today is a day to relax and give thanks to the Lord for all the abundance in my life. I did not exercise today.
Notes: Will look for more "fire" meals and recipes to consider. I love the taste of jalapeno in a salad.
I enjoyed eating at the table, but today's meals should have had more presentation: sunflowers or marigolds, spicy scented candles, table placements and cloth napkins. This is the day to break out my red oriental dishes and placemats! Just because I live alone doesn't mean that I shouldn't treat myself like company. Because I live alone, I could have worn my "crown" at lunch today, and nobody would have laughed. =.)
Another special treat would have been an "afternoon cup of tea."

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Thursday, June 21, 2007
10:54:21 AM CDT
Feeling Hopeful
Hearing the buzzing of my electric fan..... buzzzzzzzzzzzzz
New Plan in The Works!
AOL really needs to add some more moods for our journals! I am shocked that I have not written in this journal since March. The following is taken from my main journal: The Woman in The Glass Box...

Summer in the Valley is like living in HELL... Temperatures are at an all-time high... Looking for work in the heat of summer is just downright MADDDDDDDDD.
Info for journal/ Exercise:
The following is info from Sunday until this morning...
Sunday~ p.m.: First Day~ Walked 8 laps
Monday~ a.m.: Walked 8 laps/ ~ p.m.: Neighbor latched on to me. Walked 6 very slow laps. Neighbor walks very slow and she got tired.
Tuesday~ a.m./p.m.: None (Had stuff to do.)
Wednesday~ a.m.: Walked 6 laps/~ p.m.:none
Thursday~ a.m.: Walked 6 laps
Info for journal/ Weight-Loss Goals:
Starting Date: Sunday, June 17, 2007
Measure starting weight. ~ check
Eat less. ~ check
Drink plenty of fluids. ~ check
Start walking. ~ check
Stop eating by 7:30 p.m. ~ check
Info for journal/ Projects:
I am excited about a plan that I am working on. The plan will tie all of my projects together: eating plan,daily chores, clothing, jewelry, decorating. I can hardly wait until I have it organized enough to put it into practice.
I am already testing a few ideas, and so far, I like them. I think this is going to work to finally bring balance into my life.
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Friday, March 30, 2007
2:58:28 PM CDT
Measure of a Woman
Two Mondays ago, I sat down and had a talk with myself about my body and all the shapes it has gone through in my lifetime. Everybody measures themselves with the scale. Is that the only way to go?!!!#
My ENEMY continues to be STRESS. Any attempts to DIET while under STRESS is just plain SUICIDAL. It's MAD to even consider it, just MAD, I tell you!!! SO I decided to try to ADD EXERCISE to my life instead.
My starting measurement was at 41-1/2 inches around my waist. OMGGG... That is so MAD MAD MAD, I tell you!!! That is almost as many inches as I am tall!!!!
TIGHTEN THAT STRAIGHT-JACKET, PLEASE!!!!

I had gone from an hour glass figure with a tiny waist to a cone with slim hips and a large bust to a rectangle with very little waist definition to a square with no definition at all! The only shape left from there is to become a big round circle and who wants to become a big round circle?!!!
The MAD EXPERIMENT I decidedto try on myself was very simple: to add waist twisting exercises for about 10 minutes in the mornings before I headed off to work... no dieting, just add a little bit of exercise into my day. With consistency, my efforts paid off.... Last Monday, I measured in at 38 inches around my waist. That is a total of 3-1/2 inches lost. Is that right?! OMGGG... If I can lose at least 2 inches a week, I will be looking good by my birthday, and there is no MADNESS in that!!!
Even if I only lose an inch a week, that would be great. Even if I only lose half an inch a week, that would be great.
Even if I do not lose any weight, having a waistline again would make me happy. =.)

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Sunday, February 4, 2007
2:41:45 PM CST
175
My weight on January 30 was @ 175. That was a nine pound weight loss since my last entry. I lost it by eating a big breakfast of whatever I want, including flour tortillas, and eating less at lunch and at dinner. The big breakfast helped me to still feel full at lunch. I think my biggest drawback is that I eat too early in the morning. Eating my breakfast at work (before I start my day) was helpful.
What was not helpful was that I made the mistake of telling my coworker that I lost nine pounds in two weeks. Instead of being encouraging, she got mad and said it was probably water and that it was bad. She has hardly been eating anything and she has not lost a pound.
Why are there always people who try to get you down?!
This week, I have been too busy, trying to beat a deadline at work, so I will be happy if there is not a weight gain when I step on the scale in the morning. The problem is having to work late, because by the time I get home, I am famished and try to eat the entire contents of my refrigerator.
To dream the impossible dream... No, this is not a picture of me, but boy, can I relate!!!!!!!!

Blonde's Year in Review:
January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight.
February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... Helllloooo!!!.....bottles won't fit in typewriter!!!
March - Got really excited...finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months ....box said "2-4 years!"
April - Trapped on escalator for hours.....power went out!!!
May - Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions.... 8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!!
June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope.
July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!!
August - Got locked out of my car in rain storm..... car swamped because soft-top was open.
September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it???
October - Hate M &M's.....they are so hard to peel
November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days ... instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!!!
December - Couldn't call '9' '11'....."duh"..... there's no "eleven" button on the stupid phone!!!
What a year!!
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Monday, January 8, 2007
10:17:34 PM CST
Current Wt 184

6:30 a.m. - Mashed Pinto Beans in 2T olive oil
Comments: Sad that it was the last of the beans.
3:00 p.m.- Eating late. Spent all day at the doctor and at the pharmacy. Went marketing afterwards. Sampled samples at the store: Canadian Bacon, Roast Beef, Queso Fresco, French Fry and Chicken Nugget.
Comments: Samples were small but I felt as if I had had a full meal.
6:30 p.m- Chocolate pastry.
Comments: I know it was a bad choice. Feeling guilty, but trying to think of ways I can incorporate Chocolate into my diet: chocolate yogurt, SF hot cocoa, SF fudgsicles.

I feel bad that to see my current weight on the scale. I have almost regained all of the weight I lost. That makes me feel sad.
Also, I was sick the entire time I was off. It will be hard returning to work tomorrow. I am so behind in my work. I hope I will be able to catch up.
If you want your life to be more rewarding, you have to change the way you think! ~ Oprah Winfrey
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Sunday, January 7, 2007
4:39:33 PM CST
Feeling Quiet
Star of My Own Life
I am the Star of my own Life. How do I change the bad script in my head?
Refer to "Changing the Script" entry in my main journal, The Glass Box.
Today's Food Intake:
6:00 a.m. - Bean taco on corn tortilla, Breathe Deep tea
Where: At the table <-Doing good.
Comments: Tried mashing beans in a little olive oil and loved it. Memories of how much I loved beans as a child. Tea tastes richer when you take the time to use a teapot to boil the water. I like that I don't have to watch it, because the whistle tells me when it is ready to pour. This great tasting tea is for colds and congestion. Bought it at Sun Harvest.
12:30 pm- Roast Turkey, baked potato with Salsa, diet Peach drink.
Where: At the Table.
Comments: Surprised that I didn't miss not putting butter on my potato.
3:00 pm - Red Delicious Apple, Breathe Deep Tea
Where: At the Table
Comments: In my book, the only kind of apple worth the price. JUICY!!!
6:30 pm - Vegetable Stir Fry on Wild Rice.
Where: In front of TV (oops)
Comments: Made up this recipe: Saute sliced onion and sliced garlic cloves in olive oil. Saute can of mixed veggies and can of corn. (Haven't been to market.) Add about 2T oyster sauce. Cook through. Add on top of wild rice. Yum!!!
8:30 pm - STOP EATING TIME
9:00 PM - Lay out clothes and supplies for tomorrow.
Overall Comments for the day:
Touched all five food groups except milk. My milk has expired.
The only difference between a loser and a winner is DECISION.
No matter how embarrassing, there is no greater proof than my own progress.
Winivere
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Wednesday, January 3, 2007
6:53:41 AM CST
First Things First
In attempts to bring some balance into my life, I have been Spring Cleaning my apartment, trying to get rid of some things and rearranging things through the concept of Feng-Shui. (Refer to my journal The Feng-Shui Amateur link on the sidebar.)
Today, I got out my colored markers and used the back of an index card to made a simple reminder to put on the fridge. I surrounded it with pretty little flowers all around the edge and put it on my refrigerator door with a magnet.
Mediterranean Diet
1. Enjoy your food.
2. Watch portion sizes.
3. Drink lots of water.
4. Exercise, rest, relax.
I also handmade a reminder that is quite similar to this one:
Making the reminders by hand make the Reminder feel a little more personal, a little more REAL. The thought behind this Creative project is that dieting has not seemed to work. My body is not quite ready to accept less calories and I don't like counting anything, but these little steps from the Mediterranean Diet do not sound threatening and I think they are something that I can live with.
I also made one similar to the one below. It isn't quite as pretty, but that's not important. The thing is that the reminders are colorful and the lettering is big enough for me to take notice before I open the refrigerator door. That is what is important, because I have to no one to depend on for support except myself.
For the bathroom (beside the mirror), I made a little index card with the Chinese symbol for beautiful and drew a square around it with a gold pen. Then, I added the following quote:
When I was a little girl, no one ever told me I was pretty. Every little girl should be told she is pretty, even if she is not. ~ Marilyn Monroe
I surrounded it with little dots all around it. It turned out very nice.
For my Spring Cleaning project, I made another little reminder on the back of an index card and put it above the kitchen sink.
The card is below my D. Morgan picture of a little yellow house. The picture says: Heaven's a little closer in a house by the sea. I forgot I had this picture that has some yellow in it when I was looking for something yellow to put in the center of my home. I might move it over to the Health area to see how it looks and how it makes me feel... (refer to my Feng-Shui journal)
The card started out with a little red heart with wings that says:
I'm FLYing. (FLYing means Finally Loving Yourself.)
Under the heart, in lavender (color of my kitchen) are the words:
Don't feel overwhelmed. Just do one thing at a time.
That line was taken from the movie, Don't Tell Mom the Babysitter's Dead. Then, I added little red hearts and dots at the bottom. I love the way it turned out! I may have to buy a little plastic frame for it, so it doesn't get messed up.
Winivere
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