The Woman in The Glass Box

  Another day of job search...

My feet cannot handle the heels anymore...

Today, I wore my red wedges instead...  

And then, I ran into Mary...

someone who was jealous of me from the start...

for absolutely no reason...

She wanted my shoes because they match her blouse...

She has a job...

Why would she want to take my shoes when she can buy her own?!  

I have been trying to complete an application since Monday...

but I do not have MS Word...

Tuesday was a horrible day...

I went down to the employment office to open the application they sent me,

but their computers are blocked...

 The receptionist talked down at me as if I was nothing...  

 I wasted all day there just trying to get the application...

The guy was nowhere around...

There was no hard copy...

And the woman who took me to the back is not computer literate.

 She wouldn't listen to me

when I asked her if I could go into my email account from her computer...

Instead, she tried to call everyone she could about the application...

but there was no one around to ask...

 Finally, she allowed me to open it from my email account...  

I couldn't sleep through the night, because I was so angry...

and I woke up angry, too...

 I am not one to complain but I felt that I had to this time...  

I called the center manager and I told him what bad services

I have received from the same receptionist every time that I go there...

and how the printer is always out of paper

and the copier is always out of paper

and how there is never anyone there to help...  

I did not give him my name,

but I am sure that he figured out who I was...  

Today, I went to leave him the application

because the guy who is supposed to get it

has not been there all week...

He asked me if I was alright...

I told him yes...

He asked me if I was sure...

 I told him yes...

although deep inside, I was still very angry...

I was so angry that it took me two days to complete the application...  

Stupid, stupid man who did not hire me...

He was never my supervisor but surely he knows my work...

 I had the highest production in the Valley...

Stupid, jealous people who do not like to see some people get ahead...  

 When I got into my car and drove away,

the tears began to flow...

That stupid man is no one that I admire 

and he is no one that I have any kind of respect for...  

All he asked me is if I was alright...

How could his words cause the tears to flow?!!!!!

Some people are just mean.

Some people just like to throw around their power...

He doesn't deserve for me to work for him anyway...

but  I know I am a good candidate for any organization...

so why is it that nobody wants me?!!#

I've done everything I know how to do

except stand on my head...  

  I hate job hunting...