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Saturday, August 23, 2008
1:25:00 PM EDT
Feeling Grateful
WE
We stopped time as well as filled space. Thwarted all doubters who got up in our face.
Pulled down the stars for our own twinkled needs. Each glimmer spread out like a new field of seeds.
We walked past the lines drawn by history's demand. Made our own connections danced by our command.
We joined as a unit away from the day's fray. As the world saw us not one cloud turned gray.
At times sailed the heavens took walks up thru the sky. Embracing our own world allowing pain to pass on by.
Nothing is actually perfect we're so much further ahead by not living our lives in the way others said.
Sun shines thru the darkness Lady Moon smiles on our home Life is but a saucy sport as if in the Super Dome.
We made a connection like none made before. A home run of sorts the best of the score.
Del Cano 2006 May
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
4:43:26 PM EDT
Feeling Cynical
Memories Strangle Me
The memories often strangle me the scars feel more like a blur. Way back deep in that recall spot emotions of the soul concur.
The relationship, always torrid blinded me to any real thought allowing everything I couldn't stand like the confusion she brought.
We communicated only with sex little of what she said added up but I ignored the facts I saw just wanted her blossom to suck.
Off again then on again a regular method we used blinding me to the reality I was being abused.
Misread her personality more attention went to her thigh till I actually finally realized the girl was constantly high.
No, that's a lie I'm telling she was for real quite stoned and the only way she came back was to get torridly boned.
She wanted to stay with me but I refused that line of smack when I came to my senses told her I never wanted her back.
Memories strangle me scars feel more like a blur Life returned to clarity when I finally was rid of her.
Del Cano 2008 August
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Tuesday, July 29, 2008
10:22:02 AM EDT
Feeling Blissful
Our Bodies Had A Conversation
Our bodies had a conversation actually they shared a speech. All night long they spoke while entangled in the sheets.
Our bodies had a good talk minimal sounds being heard. The interaction in bed same as the spoken word.
Last night our bodies both stood at the podium spot preaching a sermon on passion with all the love we've got.
The bed, in total disarray must been privy to the speaking pillows on the floor, sheets gone we found what we'd been seeking.
Damn, we had a conversation lasting all through the night leaving me with a sensual feel tired but feeling oh, so right.
Del Cano 2008 July
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Thursday, July 17, 2008
7:36:07 PM EDT
Feeling Cheerful
R & B Slow Dance
Just as the band left for a break the DJ played R & B to be kind. Bobby Womach in the background familiar words dangling in mind.
A trip to the bar raised eyebrows the lady smiled from ear to ear. Spinning in her seat like a prize anticipating my getting near.
Those wet lips looked tasty as I perused her mellow tones feeling instant rush of excitement reaching way down to my bones.
We both knew words had to come not wanting to miss this chance. Extended my hand out to her as she whispered, can we dance.
Like a gentleman will, held her hand while my eyes took in her sights. Walking just behind her to the spot we ended up out of the lights.
Now Johnnie Taylor was in a croon she draped her hand on my arm and as we two-stepped slowly could feel that rising charm.
Suddenly she was closer to me holding me tighter as we moved. Nothing but music between us as we slipped off in our groove.
Said she'd been watching me chatting moving round the room. Hoping we'd have an encounter if not she was leaving soon.
Her radiating jasmine and roses scents which make me weak engulfed my senses totally till I found it hard to speak.
Bodies moving in unison any couple is known to reach that point of ecstatic revelry as the music starts to preach.
Al Green changed the song slowed movement to a crawl. Holding me even tighter whispering I'm having a ball.
Silence between us had no affect our bodies had a damn good talk. Deep off into our very own groove wondered if I could later walk.
We, in almost motionless pose bumping and grinding in our stance. Holding tightly each others mass hard to call what we did a dance.
Felt her tongue at my ear followed by moans and long sighs. We'd reached that certain pentacle seeing the known glazing of her eyes.
She said, baby, please can we get outta this joint. To hell with the band and DJ got a need and special want.
While staring at each other standing close face to face. I hurriedly went and paid the tab and got the hell outta that place.
Del Cano 2008 July
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Monday, July 7, 2008
8:54:07 PM EDT
Feeling Blissful
May As Well Stop Kidding Myself
May as well stop kidding myself cause you know just as well as I my mind lingers on you like dessert apple or cream filled banana pie.
I can't help but relate you to something quite good to eat. When I feast my eyes on you I see a saucy sugary treat.
Might as well stop this crap and face up to what I'm feeling. Get all out of balance with you when you're near I'm reeling.
What's the use in trying to delay need to take action this minute. There's a charge of emotions brewing not one reason not to jump in it.
Why did you allow me to wait with us both stirring up this storm. No not a sky full of dark clouds hugging, embracing you in my arms.
Let's bring this stand off to a halt allow this erotic crave to show its face. Can't wait to feel you, caress you most of all can't wait for my taste.
Del Cano 2008 June 12:23 PM 06/20
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008
5:57:57 PM EDT
Feeling Confident
Thanks For Nothing
Thanks for nothing
our talk was barely more than a waste
you told me you had no idea why I hurt
showing disdain and apathy to my face.
Certain aloofness you show
almost like one acting in a play
denying you did anything wrong
and you have nothing to say.
Telling me there was nothing
that you had to address
meant you totally ignored
what had me in utter duress.
How low can one reach
while claiming love is there
but somehow has no idea
what it is I've begged to share.
I have come to the conclusion
you dump so much in a pit
so you can close the door
and never have to deal with it.
There is no way you can
possibly make me believe
you have no idea why I hurt
or feel this constant grieve.
If that is what you honestly
want me to understand
then you must be telling
I'm just another crazy man.
Not after over and over pointing out
how you treat me with disrespect
The only conclusion I can draw
is that is purposeful neglect.
You are a full grown woman
in no way a budding child.
Yet, you can look me in the eye
and spew words of such revile.
Games baby, you deny you play
you'd rather make me believe
it must be in my mind the crap
or its some sort of pet peeve.
Uh, uh no more of this mess
my feelings are more than dust
and I will not allow you to continue
treating me as if had turned to rust.
The time is now, dear lady
join me in making this union real
or call it quits all together today
painful emotions will not be concealed.
Thanks for nothing
our talk was barely more than a waste
you told me you had no idea why I hurt
showing disdain and apathy to my face.
Del Cano 2008 June
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Tuesday, June 3, 2008
10:20:05 AM EDT
Feeling Enthralled
It Is I
It is I who lurks near stumbling from indecision wanting to touch while you're in my line of vision.
It is I who lingers in the corner with a wanting yearn. Yes, that was my breath you felt as if it could burn.
It is I who comes just so close you can feel the energy rise as I lean in to see the depth I imagine in your eyes.
It is I who takes a regular trip over the hills and valleys of your bod craving the heat to be created as we share an explosive rod.
Yes, it's me creeping in your dreams awakening you with a start tingling and erupting volcanic pulses causing a racing in our hearts.
One day I shall come to view bold, alive and real to the touch bringing with me the explosiveness I've been craving far too much.
Del Cano 2008 June
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008
9:27:54 PM EDT
Feeling Sad
A Part of Me Died Yesterday
Yesterday I laughed a lot then cried and cried alone. I loved deeply and devotedly for she loved me as her own.
Within myself have I retreated the pain too much to bare. No one can ever really know the sorrows hidden there.
Morning dawn erased the night braced myself to face the day. Realizing as I knew I would a part of me died yesterday
Thoughts of her do a dance maybe I stop and reflect too long but whenever I have done that can hear so clearly our song.
What is it I'm supposed to do? I'm learning each step along the way A very slow walk as you must know seldom knowing what I need to say.
A visitor or even a phone call makes me stumble in some way realizing as I knew I would a part of me died yesterday.
Packing clothes or other things that labor of love I can feel Each break from the chores reminds me I love her still.
Often the house seems empty I walk around as if trying to see if more than her spirit is lingering with her reaching out to me.
Birds called me awake this morn on the porch to hear what they say realizing as I knew I would a part of me died yesterday.
Del Cano 2008 April
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Wednesday, April 2, 2008
3:20:17 PM EDT
Feeling Happy
Its Coming Soon
The yard seems to quietly beg for me to tend its spring hair though the calendar marked the day winter still lingers in the air.
The sun came out of the shadows today as if it tried to be warm Planting in my mind the tasks when spring holds me in arm.
Rakes, hoes, shovels, the tools for the season's coming need. I can hear the snowball tree's buds calling out to the sun in a plead.
All this feels as if nature is late in bringing on its patterned stage. Storms, signs of water on the ground winter is slow to turn the page.
But I know it is really near as I lean on this push broom can feel the vibes all moving spring is coming real soon.
Del Cano 2008 April
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Thursday, March 20, 2008
9:01:05 PM EDT
About Her
Its been nearly twenty five years almost to the very day we met. Heaven's doors swung open widely sending her with love's caring net.
Never before had I known love as freely as she could give nor until she came along had life been so easy to live.
Heaven spilled it's soul that day knowing I needed her with me and ever since that time love opened wider so I could see.
My love was an encourager believing nothing could get in our way. Once we jointly decided a goal love exploded into each day.
She was a light touching many reached even when hands were closed. Raising to the surface heaven's soul least that's what I always supposed.
For years, though suffering she kept her spirits quite high and shined her light brightly as if it beamed up in the sky.
No one could have loved me more bringing blessings with such power. Most measure by the years ours moved with every hour.
Today was the opening of a new season her blossoms reminded me it was spring. And as I kissed her "So Long", for now couldn't help but hear the song we sing.
This morning heaven's doors opened again waving her right back from where she came. Though life will go on with thoughts of her living without her will never, ever be the same.
My love, Judy, died at 9:17 this morning, March 20.
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