My Story Book

I've been trying to get back into the things I used to love to do like drawing and writing. Yesterday I actually drew two pictures. And I've been working on some stories. Im thinking about creating a story journal again. But Im wondering if anyone would read it. For the ones that read my old one, it will be different from my old one. This one will be like a new short story every entry. This will help me alot I think because I wont have time to loose interest in a story, I wont have time to get stuck, and Im hoping maybe the constant changing of ideas each times will keep me constantly challenged and hopefully keep my readers interested. Please let me know your thoughts.

One of the things that inspire me is music. I noticed its easier for me to write when Im listening to music. Oooh, my back itches. Sorry, random thought. I like inspirational music, the kind with a message...things you can relate to. Also I like music that makes you want to get up and dance. Anyway, Im gonna try to get some sleep.

One reason to continue writing in my journal? Hmm, because....I want to use all the beautiful tags I have. But I dont have crap to write about. Maybe tomorrow. Oh, the other day I watched the movie "Fracture". It was good.

One of my penpals mentioned in her letter that women having babies around 30 years of age and old have babies with problems and alot of them have down syndrome. I thought about the fact that Im 29. Theres no way possible for me to get pregnant now unless I just go jump on some random guy. Im not crazy I dont want to have a baby with just anyone. So theres a huge possibility that if I do ever get pregnant it wont be until after Im thirty. Have a kid is scary enough by itself, then having to worry about if your child will have birth defects. Im not finacially stable enough to even have a kid right now so I definately dont want to get pregnant until Im able to take care of a child. But still just the thought that Im running out of time. Makes me sad that maybe I wont ever have any children.

I hate cleaning. I wish I could be one of those people who liked to clean. When I first found out that their were people who actaully liked to clean, some even loved to clean...I mean it actaully makes them so happy to clean. I just thought that was..wow. Strange to me, but it definately would be a good habit for me to pick up. The thing is, I cant. I try but I just dont like it. Its not like I cant do it or dont, cause I can and I do..I just dont like it. I hope to get married some day, and I'd hate it for my husband if he had to deal with me and my messiness. I want to be able to be a good wife and keep the house clean. I just wish it was easier for me to do.

Umm...yeah, where to start? I haven't been writing much because I've actually become bored with my journal. Im bored with writing and reading too and I dont know how to make it exciting for me again. So I may not be writing much anymore. Thursday I went to see the movie called "Hancock". It is so good. I love Will Smith anyway, he's a great actor. Um...the next movie I plan to go see if I can is "The Dark Knight". I didn't like the last batman movie (might have had something to do with Katie Holmes being in it and the fact that I watched it on bootleg...the preview didn't look all that hot to me either tho, but anyway) this one looks like it will be good. Yesterday I got to finish playing that game called "Magic Academy". We didn't cook out or anything, I just ate a chicken snacker and potato wedges from kfc, oh and I had a coke, cant forget that.